unconditional love

Reality

My reality begins when I started to love my self. I learned to love me even if I feel no one at all in this world loves me I do. I learned at a very young age not to depend on no one except me.  I never had real loving parents who showed me what love is. I was broken hearted at 15 years old.  I got asked on a date my first boyfriend. I dressed up.  I remember I was wearing sandles. A knee length blue jean skirt. And nice long dressy shirt and a sweater over it.  I went to see my dad because he was in my state. He said I would be bare feet and pregnant before I was 16. I didn't even kiss a boy yet. My dad was the first man to ever break my heart.  If a dad breaks his daughters heart. Why would he care if someone else broke her heart. So I never really talk to my dad because we don't have a daughter father bond. He only seems to see me when I go to see him. It hurts. I tell him always if you loved me the way I love my kids you would have no excuse for your actions. There isn't a thing in the world hell or high water I would not to love my kids. I will do that for anything anyone I love.  I just wonder why the good hearts like mine is always in peices. I'll be happy one day because I only owe it to me to get the respect and love I deserve.