It hurts so much to not have something you want so badly
-unknown. . .
Papa? Is she mommy ?
° Hardik's POV °
Back in Mumbai after the ODI series
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I hand wandered around the table, shutting my alarm up.
It's 6:05pm
Ugh! I dont want to go for a run today. How about I have a cheat day today? Maybe I can solve my problems with Kaira?
No, get up and go for your run. Hardik, she is a distraction!!
Was she ? Really?
I forced myself up from the bed and did my morning chores.
I entered the kitchen to see Kaira in.
She is awake? So early?
I was immobilized at the door for minutes. Until she turned around
We looked for seconds but then Kaira decided to break it..
" Kaira? Can we talk ? " I asked
She looked up at me. She had dark circles under her Eyes.
She eventually nodded taking her cup to the couch as I followed her.
We both took our places on the couch.
" Kaira? Why are you doing this? " I questioned
" Uhhh, Hardik I said we are roommates, nothing more than that " she spoke
" Kaira? Are we really? Ask yourself! Kaira, I don't think so. I run to you for help. We spent last one month together and got to know each other better. Past one month, we've done crazy things! Does this clarify that we're only roommates? " I asked a little Irritated
She was pale. She had no answers for these questions. She was blank. I could read it from her face
" Look, whatever we've done last one month. Just forget it! Hardik we can only be roommates. Nothing more, nothing less. Please, I don't have answers for you're Every question. I just can't.... " She trailed as tears started coming into her eyes
This is annoying! Why doesn't she tell her deal ??????!
" Kaira, you can tell me!! I'm not going to scream you're secret to the whole world. You've been a little Irritating now. Just spit it out!! Why can't you??? Is it so hard?? What's wrong with you?? Can't you deal with whatever you have?? Do you always push away people?? Do you like to get bullied?? And what's the big deal if I save you?? You're not dying right?? " I spoke, fuming in anger
She has to spit it out!
Tears trailed down her eyes. She was so unexpected to this behavior of mine. She was taken back
" Please! Leave me alone. I don't have answers for your questions. " I she cried
Fine!! Don't then !!
"Fine! You never liked me. Just tell me that. You're afraid that I'd fall in love with you because you want Jatin. Bye Kaira ! " I stormed out of the house
Cool down!!
What did I just do?? This is leading to something big.
Does it matter now?
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Papa? Did they like fighting?
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Last short chapter!!!
Get Ready!!! The suspense is about to come out....
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ILLICIT || Hardik Pandya
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