What I Want.

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I let you into my world
And you became mine
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° Hardik's POV °

As soon as I walked out of Kaira's room , I heard banging of things.

I should get back in !

No, Hardik. It's her mistake and she is getting punished for it.

But that was a misunderstanding!

You've already punished yourself for 10 years. Hardik, it's okay. It is going to get better.

I walked to the lawn. I sat on the bench. Unknown tears streamed down my eyes.

This is not what I wanted. I wanted love. This sucks.

I wipped my tears and put my head in my hands.

Fuck feelings. I fucking hate them. They are confusing. They are complicated. They drive you insane
I wish there was a way to fix all this. I wish. I had dreamt the world with her.

I suppose not everything happens as you think. Not everyone you dreamt of being with be yours. Not everyone is yours forever. The only thing that lasts forever is you , yourself.

I spent all these years thinking I could get her back. But guess what ? Love is nothing but betrayal. I don't know how Ruhi believes in love. I don't even know why did she tell me to get back with Kaira?

She knew, I told her. I had too. Ruhi believes in something that I can't give her. Life fucks you up.

I stood up and went up to my room. I opened the door and saw Ruhi putting Rihan to bed. She looked at me and then immediately rushed to my side

" Are you ok ? " She asked

" Hardik, answer me. Please? Did you both fix it ? " She asked

I sat down on the bed. Ruhi immediately brought me a glass of water. I gulped it down and hugged Ruhi.

I will give her what she wants. I can't be Kaira !

" I'm not going back to her " I whispered

" Are you insane ? " She broke from the hug

" Yes Ruhi. I can't get back to her when im in love with " I lied

" No , this is not possible. You love her !" She spoke

" Ruhi , I can't leave you and Rihan. You both are my family now. The past is in the past " i spoke holding her by her shoulder

" Ruhi, I want to spend my life with you " I whispered

and this time
I'm sure,
This is what I want.

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Okay, so the story ends here. It's over.

Not every story has a happy ending.

Until next time. See you guys soon

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