My Fucked Up life

Chapter 15 (The Beginning Trip Threw Wonderland Part1)

I looked around panting in my nervousness to esccape. I wanted out I was going in to a panic attack I needed out I needed freedom. I began to breath heavy. I opened  my mouth to scream but I heard a voice a soothing voice it brought a overwhelming calmness like I never felt before I began to look for the voice I had to know where it was comeing from. I stood up infront of the human sized doors I turned each knob and pulled on each door hopeing that one will open.......Just one after tryin each door and none of them openaing I decided to give up I couldnt  stay in hear so I layed on the floor then the voice began to speak.

"Dont give up yet child."

( I didnt respond)

"lift your head up and get the key and walk threw the door behind the curtin."

(I dont respond back.)

I stood up and there was a table in the middle of the room even though the room was compleatly empty when I put my head on the floor. I looked at the curtin on the wall and riped it off and looked down and I saw the tinest door I had ever seen. I ran back to the table and grabed the key and I turned around to unlock the door but I rembered I wouldn't be able to fit threw the door. So I turned around and saw a little bottle on the table that was labled ''Drink me"  so I put the key on the floor and opend the bottle and drank what was inside and shrank down to the size of a mouse cloths and all. I grabed the key which shrank a little bit I grabed the key which became realy heavy but I got it to the door and into the key hole. I turned  the key and the door opened I walked out slowly.  It was wonderful with all the colors all the diffrent things. Once I was out the door shut it's self the only sad thing I was still mouse size. I saw a mushroom so I grabed a peice of it and ate it. It tasted like suger and it made me grow to normal size I walked down the grassy path to find a river. So I followed it till I came to a patch of woods that had to path ways to go down. There was  pole in the middle and 2 wooden arows on it each pointing to a path the path on the left said Red Queen's Castle the one on the right saide White Queen's Castle. I stood there thinking about which path to go down.  When I was done thinking about which one to go down. I decided to go vist the White Queen it was wonderful to see her. I walked down the path oh so very slowly. Once I finaly began to speed up it began to grow darker but it wasnt even 6:00 yet the dark branches began to cover the sky to make it look dark like midnight. I had the feeling that some one was watching me. I stoped walking and spun around in a circle to see if anyone was behind me. I faced forward and I heard a voice be hind me saying.

"Alice, Alice,Alice."

I spun around to see if someone was behind me. No one was there so I turned around and all of a sudden sitting on a branch was cheshire cat. She jumped to the ground and as she stood up she became human. She was as tall as I am she was wareing black skinney jeans black vans with a black my chemial romance shirt and a black and grey hacket and she is as tan as a snowflake her flawless white skin shined when ever the light hit her skin her bright blue cryistal eyes stared at me. as she started at me the wind began to blow ever so softly she began walking tward me and stoped just a few feet from me.

"Alice this isnt you."

She shooke her head lightly and the wind blew faster.

"You are not going to be dressed like that on my watch so ill fix this."

She put a discusted look in her face and pointed at my dress. I closed my eyes to blink and the wind was worling around me like a tornado I be gan to rise off the ground. I looked up and closed my eyes expecting death to befall me. I opened my eyes and I was being lowered to the ground. Once I was on the ground I looked at what I was wareing. I saw my black converse and my favorite black sinney jeans and my sleeping with sirens shirt and my black hoodie in my hand. I put my hoodie on and it was my crown the empire hoodie to. I looked at her and smiled. I went to hug her but se stoped me and told me to look in the water.

"Alice look in to the water."

I looked in to the cryistal water what I saw made me want to jump in and get there. I saw david sitting beside me crying and holding my hand and saying something. 

"Kassie please wake up I cant live with out you. Dont leave me. Please I cant live with out you. I need you I love you."

I jumped up and backed up away from the water and backed up into a tree. I lookeed at cheshire and began to cry as tears fell down my cheaks I slid down and sat down on the forest floor I grabed my knees and tried to stop crying. I lifted up my head and stinffled and spoke.

"Chesire what did I just see."

"The reality your fighting to get back to s you better hurry and get on your way and dont worry ill be there to guide you, but im not always trust worthy."

With that she faded away and I was left alone sitting there. I stood up and begn to run to the White Queens Castel. I had to see Wykeena she was my only hope of geting home.