<Suicide-DaithiDeNogla>

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by MicahArctic

by MicahArctic

<Y/N P.O.V>

I cried. 'D-David it's getting worse...you lied to me.' I told him. 'No, Y/N. You'll be okay. I'm going over there to help.' He told me. 'come quick...' I asked him.

<Current time>

I was sitting in my bathtub looking at a blade. I slit my wrist a few times before laughing. I had long, short and deep cuts. Cutting made me feel better...it made me feel happier.

I remembered all the times I had spent talking to David about my problems. I know he was just a person on the suicide hotline helping me but...he became my only reason to live. That was until today.

David is what has been keeping me alive for so long...He's what's keeping me standing like if he leaves I'll fall and die. Hes holding onto me but I can't...I can't get attached to him only for him to leave me for a slut...No. Not again.

That's why I'm leaving before he can do anything. "Y/N please stay on the line! I'm gonna go see you." David says and I heard movement from the other line. "P-please hurry..." I cried as I had blood dripping down my wrists.

After a few minutes I heard someone knock on my door. "There's a spare key...under the mat." I told him. I'm guessing he did as told because someone opened the door not to long after that. "Where are you?" He asked me.

I stayed quiet feeling dizzy. I heard the bathroom door open. David came over to me and hung up the phone calling 911. "Why...? I wanted to help..." David told me. "B-Because," I started crying more, "Because I felt myself falling for you, but I knew that if I got too attached you would leave me! I don't wanna lose you!" I cried out feeling arms wrapped around me. I felt more dizzy than before. I felt David lift me up and carry me as sirens filled my ears. I closed my eyes but I was still breathing.

|This is the second book to my oneshots since when I'm making this the Sing Me To Sleep part came out and is closer to being finished|