maaron | forbidden love ♡

Chapter 5 ;feelings

They brought pizza,great. I was starving,since peanuts and apple juice on the plane wasn't exactly 'lunch'.

Charles: So u guys up for some scary movies in a bit?

Joey: Yeahh lets do ittt

Aaron and I nod our heads.

We get settled in their movie room.
Joey and Charles on the rectangular couch,me and Aaron on the circle bean bag. It was big enough to fit both of us,and still have some space in between.

Joey chose 'It' ,of course. The new and bEsT mOviE eVeR?!?!?

The movie starts,Char quickly sprints up and says 'Wait!Popcorn,joey come let's go make some !!'

Great,now aaron and i are alone. AGAIN. I didn't mind,just,i don't even know.

Aaron's POV:
*in his mind*
Alone at last. I'm so desperate to know if he feels the same as i do. I don't really KNOW what i feel,but i think i could tell what is was. If i really was, gay, what would i tell my fans?All my 13-16 year old fanGIRLS?That all want to date me,and fantasize about me?I could never tell them...

Mark: So uh how did you meet choey?

i reply "i was on joeys explore page and he thought i was cool so he dmd me. and it went on from there"

"cool cool...anyways, have you ever had any girlfriends?"

Marks POV:
*in his mind*
ugh sorry,i had to ask. and it's not thAT BAD.

Aaron responds ,almost seeming surprised i asked what i did, "Nah...not sure what i want yet"

Aaron's POV:
*in his mind*
what if he really does like me...and this shit actually works o-

i'm interrupted by a big jolt in my rib , char jumped on me and joey on mark then handed us some popcorn. i kinda didn't want this conversation with mark to end,i actually really, loved it.

Marks POV:
2 hours pass,the movie ends,we head to our rooms. honestly,i'm tired as fuck. i woke up early for the plane ride and shit,i just want some sleep. i walk into aaron and i's room, 1 bed and a huge couch,i could take the couch. i want aaron to have the bed,and be more comfortable.
(look at mark,caring for aaron and shit,what a gay cutie💗💘💕💓💞💖)

aaron enters the room maybe a minute after me,looking super tired.

"aaron,you can have the bed " i say.

"thanks bro,but it's ok. ive been sleeping in the bed for a week now and u can for sure have it tonight. we can take turns"

"oh,well thank you haha.imma go to bed now,i'm tired asl bruh"

*asl= as hell,but u say it so fast you only pronounce the 'L' #learningslangwithdom😩💦*

"same mark,goodnight. sleep well homie"

*in marks mind*
he always calls everyone homie and bro so much,i don't know whether i'm annoyed or turned on?wow...fuck...maybe i am gay. im gay. IM GAY. shoot,never thought i'd figure it out in LA at a bestfriends big ass mansion. but i could never tell my supporters,or even my friends. my fans,they would stop supporting me because they all think they have a chance with me. i mean they do but,i can't contact every fan i have. and my friends?theyll bash me,prolly call me f** and shit. hopefully i can talk about this with aaron later. sigh.

Aaron's POV/mind:
fuck mark is so hot,and i know i've never felt this way about anyone. it's so weird,i've had one gf in the past but it was just because every one of my friends in the 7th grade had one so i just dated this cheerleader for street cred. everytime i kissed her,it was dull. i never felt anything. and when i tried masturbating that one time in the 8th grade,girl didn't turn me on at all. but mark...shiiittt he turned me tf on like no one else. literally. his lips,damn . i bet if we ever locked lips,it'd be like 2 puzzle pieces finally together. perfect match. but i need to talk this over with him sometime,hopefully.

Marks POV/mind:
i turn off the light and my phone. gn.
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Aaron's POV/mind:
i wake up to one of my OG supporters facetiming me,i switch the ringer off and wait for her to stop calling. i would've answered if i wasn't tired asf. i turn to my side and try to read the digital clock. 2:48am. ouch,my eyes actually hurt trying to focus on it. i sat up,and tried to peek across the room to where mark was. i move about 4 feet to my left and have the perfect view of a mark sleeping. he was shirtless,SHIRTLESS! one arm was over the overs and woah,he has big muscles...am i being weird and stalker-ish?nahh,not if you'll soon be this persons soulmate...WHOOPS. he looks so soft and sweet to cuddle with. i just want a little hint or something of him. just a LITTLE BIT. i want to know how he feels,i want to know bro.
my thoughts get interrupted by marks phone ringing,fuck,that gave me a heart attack. i quickly slid down under the couches covers and pretended i was on my phone.

Marks POV/mind:
SHIT WHO TF IS CALLING ME AT ...*reads time* NEARLY 3AM. i turn my ringtone off and check my notifications,it was loren. she had been so needy since our break up. (we broke up a few weeks ago because i found out she was 'messing around' with harvey on snapchat.) but she was trying to ft me. i imessage her :

Mark: "loren can we talk tomorrow or something. i'm tired as fuck!!and can't you get it through ur thick skull that we're done?jesus christ!"

Loren🙄: *read 2:59am*

i sit up and notice aaron peeking around his pillow

"yo bro i'm so sorry about that,it was loren. my ex girlfriend...she's been really annoy-"

before i could finish,aaron replies
"hey i uh,know this is weird but..could i sleep w u tonight?"

OH FUCK YALL FKDJDNDJB THINGS ARE MOVING FAST AND IM SO EXCITEFJDJ

did he really just..holy shit. yes the fuck he can.

"haha sure man."
i grin at him,knowing what he wanted.

Aaron's POV:
"thanks babe..."

SHIT AARON WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?YOURE SO STUPID KYSJFJDJ

Mark laughs and taps his hand on the bed,im surprised he didn't react in a confused way. it's like he knew...

i stood up and replied
"mark ...you're great..really."
i walk up to the foot of the bed and wonder which side i should sleep on considering mark was in the middle.

i choose the left and head to it,then l lay aside him.
"sorry if i'm bothering you..."
i had to say it,i didn't wanna make him uncomfortable.

mark responds
"it's cool man,i mean we all know what we want right?"
he smirks..oh shoot i better not get a boner right here right now,I JUST CANT.

before u know it,i do.. i immediately turn to the opposite side of mark and say
"night marky"

"goodnight aaron"

he sounded confused at first,prolly wondering why i turned the other way,but then more soothing and comforting towards the end. mannnn i just wanna wife him up—i mean,man him up?💀idk w dis shit😩

mark and i both lay in silence for a good 10 seconds,then we turned to eachother,face to face,not even 3 inches apart. he whispers
"hey"
i say "hi" then laugh softly.
"you're cute when you sleep" mark says,i'm shooketh wtf.
"you too" i reply,smiling.
after maybe 15 seconds of gazing into each others eyes,we both fall asleep.
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hey yall hope u enjoy this long-ish chapter heheh anyways gn ily all xx
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