I put a lot of effort not showing the excitement in my heart whenever i see you
I act as if i don't really care your presence when you are near with me
I try to remove that twinkling smile on my lips whenever you laugh
I cut off my wise thoughts and go for hillarious acting skills instead like being an idiot just to hide my shyness away and just so you can be comfortable with the real me i am being
I would be lying right now if i never had a brightened face if my friends spoke your name
I would be telling you honestly how i really feel towards you but yeah wrong timing and honest feelings don't suit well, doesn't it?
I still have thoughts between you and her
you told me you missed the chance to tell her how you felt for her
so here i am, praying you to meet another person who will love you as how much you love her too.
Yes i care for my well- being because you always become my priority to have one
You treat me like i am one of your precious and important human being in this earth
You promised to keep this beautiful friendship going until the end
I will believe in that even if that does not end with me and you together but here is one thing i will treasure for the same thing today and tomorrow and the day after that.
How long we have been together does not matter
It matters when we are being for each other and love the way like we have no limits that no one can stop us.
i promised that i will be happy, you will too.
We can be happy :')
p/s: yeah i got pretty emotional writing about this because i had a bestfriend who is very special to me, he calls me sis cause im older a year than him so all of the words above about the title i dedicated that to him(nope not gonna say his name haha:p)
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PoetryThey said that love is blind but whenever we tell them how much we love them they don't trust us. Then another said that love is deaf but whenever we showed them the love they desire they broke the trust. so which is more hurting? you being hurt or...
