I WILL JUMP

I WILL JUMP 1

Its start when i want to go to high school. I don't know what to do back there, i used to be a quiet girl and i don't talk to much. For what i think i am not capable on anything.

One day my teacher told me that i need to choose something for my curriculum activity. its something club activity, but for me that not necessary for me, because it is something wasteful and i don't think its good for me, well i have a lot bad memory about joining the club activity in the middle school, so! I don't want to join them.

There is a girl name Victoria she always want to be friends with me but i don't want to get involved with people, its such a waste of time get knowing people and after that you will get hurt, but she is the reason why i will jump and she is the reason i waste my time on living.

"Merrily !!!! I told you to wait for me ! You know i want to go back with you right ?!" that Victoria always yelling at me whenever the school end "and i told you Victoria i don't want get involve with you ! Can't you just accept that i don't want to know you" and i just walk and leave Victoria alone. She so good, pretty, smart and most of all people dying want to be friend with her, with her British accent and her red hair and with her perfect body and why she want to be friend with me ? Who don't know to say one word in presentation and with this black gothic outfit so that people keep distance with me but why she choose to be friend with me? Does she know that i am hide my true identity?

The next day Victoria come to me and bring one sheet of paper and she keep searching on me while i hide my face with my bag so that she doesn't notice that i am in the class "hey YOU!" someone poke my head and i look "what do you want ?" i say "Merrily i don't know the reason why you keep running from me but i promise you! You will jump again and i will keep that as my word and promise" Victoria who found out that i'm in the class. So the class went very smoothly and like always there is bunch of douchebag who being asshole keep disturb and being so irritated to me. So i go to the cafeteria by myself and i walk alone and someone who red hair stand beside me "hey Merrily why you being like this ? But i think this image of you i like i don't think you can be like this Merrily" Victoria say and that time i look right to her eyes "who are you ?! Victoria ?! Why you keep disturb me ? I don't think i know you so much. If you want being a douchebag i don't care but why you keep saying you want me Jump ?!" and that time all the student in the cafeteria look straight to me because this is my last year in the high school but never once i raised my voice like that, Victoria keep talk about the past that make me so annoying on her because people in this school never know about my past why she talk like she know about me, just like that Victoria leave me and she take her lunch and be with her friend and leave me who nearly dying from her action.

Today is Saturday there is nothing fine day other than week day, i will spent my whole day in my room doing my homework that i don't get what the book say but at the end i survive. As i walk to the front my cabinet in my room i open and suddenly one box fall from the top of the cabinet and the memory i hold alone all inside the box the reason why i become like this is because of this memory in this box, in hurry i collect all the picture and the note i write and i throw all of them inside that box and keep them inside the cabinet back. The reason why i don't throw all of them because only that keep me the real identity of Merrily dean Mark.

Monday is here and i got the sick of Monday blues but i manage to survive because of my maid waking me up in this big room and this big house. Maybe i don't mention it but i am a rich girl but that doesn''t matter cause the whole school think that i am a broke girl but this Victoria seem to know that im not that broke so that why i don't want to get involved with her. So i walk to the kitchen i saw my step mother getting ready for the breakfast that my maid made it but she just serve in the table and i saw my father sit in the end of the table that 12 people can sit and seeing my step mother make my appetite disappear "dad i just go to school and please tell your bloody hell bodyguard stop following me im not kid anymore" "Mary that the reason why i told my bodyguard follow you because you acting like a kid" with his tone "please dad this is early in the morning and this Monday you know my mood not so good don't pick a fight with me now" with my slow tone because i have no mood to start my good morning with a fight "ok Mary have fun in your school today i hope you enjoy" that my step mother try to distract the tense situation. I don't really like her because she be with my father only because of money and the reason why my mother leave me. "and girl you don't deserve call me mary" i say to my step mother. Her name is Clara Violet with her blonde hair and face look 30 something but now her sure name is Mark and my dad name Vincent dean Mark with his though body in 40 something and playboy look.