I WILL JUMP

I WILL JUMP 2

So today is the club activity but i am really not excited about being in the club. The president of club come to my class to fetch me so that she can lead me the way. “so now Merrily come and hurry get your things here” the president of club Victoria the president of diver club “why you come here Victoria ?” i ask with my low voice “i come here to make sure that you don’t running away and escape from the activity” Victoria say in playful and enjoying with the decision i make to join the club. That night after done doing my homework i stare the blank registration paper and thinking if i go to acting club the opportunity being rejected is 100% and if i don’t joining any club this end of month i am sure that i will never graduate well even the pervert Mr. Travis is talk like joking that time i am sure he is serious with his word “so Merrily are you excited today ? I don’t know why but today is the extremely happy and excited day for me” Victoria asking me and for me she is mocking me because all this time i never want join her club “i don’t feel anything” i said and leave the awkward moment bbetween me and her.

As we arrived to the place where all the diver gathering Victoria give her command so that the other student give he attention “so ! Today we have the new recruit in our club her namee....” she look at me still standing in the door and i don’t know why but my heart beating like i been running 5km and my feet cannot move any further all i can see is people staring at me and yelling my name been calling my nickname that i used back then and i saw that tragedy again and suddenly someone push my shoulder suddenly i fall on my knee “hey Merrily are you ok ?” the familiar voice i heard and i look its Victoria i been space out for awhile as i saw the pool and that place and i remember someone push my shoulder from behind i am sure that not Victoria and i look back i saw a tall man with dark brown coffee hair and with green hazel eyes and the great looking Greek gods and i don’t know human can life like this “are you going to stand all day long here i also want to come in” his husky voice and with his anger in his voice he is Daniel Steve Junior.

“Victoria i don’t bring any swimsuit or anything today so just give me other task. I can clean this pool or if people want a food server i can be one” i say to Victoria to avoid so that she not telling me to jump “well you know Merrily i have a spare swimsuit and as i see both of us is sharing the same size i think” she don’t buy by me excuse and she telling me to wear her swimsuit i don’t think i want it because well you its been awhile and my leg its her been growing more and i don’t have any time to shave the unwanted hair so that why i don’t want wear swimsuit. “Victoria well you know im only wearing this long black pants always and i near wear a short or skirt so i don’t have time to shave my hair” “eeewww so gross ! Ok today i give you excuse but after this i will bring my wax so if you give me the same reason i will be the one who in charge to peel of your unwanted hair”

The activity club end so soon i remember back there where i used to be the president of diver club i will always being the last to leave the place and now also i want be the last to leave the place. I come out from the locker room i heard a funny voice behind the cabinet and slowly i approach them and i saw beside me a plastic baseball stick well that become the decoration in the club but i took it incase its some kind of dangerous people. While i slowly go behind the cabinet i heard its a weird voice so i look and i watch Daniel Steve Junior with a girl making a great love and like they own the place so i don’t want make the awkward situation so i just walk away from the unwanted scene. After watching the unwanted scene i just sit the corner the pool and soak my feet into the pool, oh i almost forget how being in the water i miss the cheering and the crowd.
“woahhh!” someone approach me and push me to the pool let my body being wet “hey i know you saw just now what happen right?” before this i saw Daniel more like  Greek god but now my perception just change he look more disgusting man “stupid moron why did you push me?” i ask with anger voice “no reason i want you getting more wet you when you in the pool come out from the pool you body line will appear you know so maybe in that big pants big hoodie hide a beautiful body line” he say with the seduce voice “hey ! Stupid pervert moron if you ever dare to look my body im sure you will regret forever” and im still in the water why he doesn’t offer his hand so that i can come out from the water, but seriously i want the stupid pervert moron help? No i don’t think so “so you want a help right ? But sorry i don’t help the weird person like you by the way nice to meet you” Daniel who give his hand and giving his true identity. He walk and go outside and leave in the water alone.

After the first day i join the diver club i decide i just let my name on they record and me ? I always out from class before the class end so that Victoria will never meet. Count today almost 3 week i don’t join them meeting. “Merrily !!!! I been looking for you almost 3 week ! Where are you going ?!!” i manage to escape from Victoria almost 3 week and today i been capture what a shit day today ?! “huh ? Nothing i been here all 3 week i just don’t want to meet you and well i don’t want to jump you know.” I said to Victoria “ok now if you don’t want to jump! Just go to the club activity! Why you being pathetic like this ?! Ugh its just a simple accident why you want take all that blame?” she say and all this time i think she know my story but she only hear the side story she doesn’t even know the whole story why i been so nightmare all this time so i said to her with my eyes hold my tears and said “my life pathetic like this all because the stupid name SUNNY the TOP DIVER and the famous girl you ever heard that perfect girl with stupid mind! If you know my story please stop forcing me to jump again its just a nightmare YOU KNOW !” so i leave Victoria alone in front of my locker and i go to my class.

End my class actually from the day i enter the club i always bring my swimsuit where i used back then i really miss the water and the platform being high up there oh my God ! So i go there early and today we don’t have any club activity so i think its okay if i go there and just take one jump “ erm ? Is this a good idea but i am afraid what if ... ugh !! I just need to cancel the decision i made maybe its better i just go back” as i walk and walk i end up being in in front of club door and i don’t know why my heart told to be here. The club look so empty there is no one here because today we don’t have any meeting or activity so maybe i will just sit in the locker room. After 30minute past i end up wear my swimsuit now with my full uniform athlete. So i look the platform where i always jump and i walk slowly but my heart beating very fast and i don’t think i can move any closer. So i walk the staircase and leading me to 5m height so i stop there and look around i miss this place but i feel like i want to faint and i close my eyes after that i don’t know what to do i just feel my body losing its weight and balancing i don’t think i will jump but this might be falling. What should i now this is falling or this the karma i get from my past this the curse.