I WILL JUMP

I WILL JUMP 3

it just a feeling but then i realise that i still in the stair but i recall how i fall from this height and almost half of year i been hospitalised because of the injury my broken bone and the trauma but i am gladly after that incident i just feel that we even now am i right Sharon ?.... i take one more step and i reach the end and i ready to take a jump, like always i will put a smile and that  i imagine that i was in the competition after that without any hesitation i make a perfect dive and as i can recall how i did back then it was still the same so i jump and its perfect score for me that was the first time i jump after the hiatus about myself been spread i just feel so relief and happy. After that i swim want to get out from the water then i realise a lot of member from this club watching at me. “IM SO DEAD!!!”

“why are you guys here ? Isn’t today doesn’t have any activity club?” i acting cool like there is nothing wrong nothing happen and i hide my emotion. I can hear clearly all the member saying “what was that ?” but for me there is no reason to be shock or else. “so are you going to back in the game now?” Victoria ask me while her put her smirk on her face “no. Never. I just feel like want to do it today but future NEVER” i leave the crowd and go to locker room and change my cloths. “so are you going back to the game now Sunny ?” i heard a man voice but wait im in the changing room for girl only who is this guy so i search and i saw a dark brown coffee hair and he is Daniel “what the hell are you doing here man?!” i grab his shirt and he take my hand from his shirt and he look so manly “Merrily have you lost your memory don’t you remember me ?” and another one who know me, why this world so small man “and who the hell are you man?” “me ? Are you sure you don’t remember me ?” Daniel talking to me back “yes i am sure i don’t know who you are man” “me Daniel that always chasing you around the spectacle man and the bracelets guy ? You still don’t remember me?” i try to recall back and i remember him but its so impossible that nerd guy change to this Greek god man like this but wait i remember his word “so you want a help right ? But sorry i don’t help the weird person like you by the way nice to meet you” this word that what i say to him when the first time i meet him.

“ok man this become more freaking me out.. how many are you guys that from school with me i think after that incident my family move away to another countryside why you here ?” i ask Daniel who i remember he is the person my another victim. “i think only me and Victoria and for your information we both surprise that you become like this ... ahhahahaa ! The fabulous Sunny but now the geek student what happen ?” Daniel keep mocking me.

“please the sunny that you guys all know has been disappear for a long time ago” my memory keep play and play i hate this situation my mind being so confuse and i have a lot of thought that make me so dizzy and last i remember my view being dark and nothing. Suddenly i hear my dad voice calling my name and i smell something familiar and yeah i know this smell “the hospital” my eyes open slowly the light are to bright.

“so how you feeling Mary ? Its okay i call the doctor” my worried dad talk to me and there my step mother look so worry about me but i don’t give damn about them “so Clara why am i here ?” i ask my step mother “well you know you faint in the changing room at your school and there is a boy Daniel and girl name Victoria who bring you here” suddenly i hear crack from the door and its open i thought its my doctor or my dad but turn out the both annoying person come Victoria and Daniel “well both of you here ? Why ?” i ask them with my cold stare “Clara please leave us alone” with that my step mother go out from the room and again Victoria and Daniel only look down they doesn’t have a guts to look into me “i ask both of you why you come here ?” “ok Merrily i don’t want be rude or what and maybe this is selfishness for myself ... i already heard your story from your Father well i don’t know you suffer so much in past” Victoria said with her guilty face and guilty voice, she look very sad i know she feel sympathy on my past its something i don’t want to remember “its okay but seriously why you want me to jump again ? I need a reason” i ask them because i curious about them.