Grant Gustin Imagines

I will always be there for you

Request by user97340091

A/N: Trigger warnings: this story mentions Self-Harm.
Part of this story was inspired by the movie A Mother's Nightmare

It's been 1 Months since Grant asked you to be his Girlfriend and you were so happy but no matter how happy you were to finally be with Grant there was this constant voice in your head telling you that you don't deserve him.

Your beeping phone pulls you back to reality. Slowly you look down only to see you got a text from Grant.

Future Hubby❤: Guess who just got the weekend free!? I DID!
You couldn't help the giggle that you let out before texting back

Y/N: Thats Great! So we can see each other and go out and do fun stuff!

Future Hubby❤: Actually I was thinking that we could stay home and cuddle on the couch and you could spend the night?

You stared at your phone slightly panicking. You know that there would come a time where he would ask you to stay over but no matter what you hoped you could get more time.

You never told Grant about your demons or the razor that you hid in the bathroom neither did you wear any short sleeves around him and all that to prevent him finding out about that secret.

He wont like you anymore once he finds out

The voice in your mind screams at you and a single tears runs down your face. And with a deep breath you text back.

Y/N: yeah sure see you then.

Oh boy this is going to be a long weekend.

———Time Skip———

Two hours into being at Grant's apartment, Grant noticed you tugging at the sleeves of your shirt like an almost nervous tick.

You two are sitting on the couch cuddling and kissing while Supernatural is playing in the background. You giggled as Grant started kissing your whole face and down your shoulders. You frowned as se stopped suddenly and looked at you with a worried expression.

"Grant? Hey what's wrong?" Your voice startles Grant but you don't seems to notice that your sleeve has slide up your arm and your scars were open for him to see.
"Where did you get all these?" He ask you. You start to panic and sit up straight and pull down your sleeve but the damage had been done. Grant looks at your heartbroken and scared face and how your beautiful (Y/E/C) eyes fill with tears.

"No," You shake your head and slowly get up and walk backwards, away from Grant. "No, you weren't supposed to see that. It's...you shouldn't have seen it!"

With that you fall to your knees and start crying. Grant is up and by your side in a flash and pulls you close to his chest.

"Oh my dear! (Y/N) please don't cry. It's alright please talk to me" He hates seeing you so sad without knowing how to help so he holds you closer to his chest and lays your head on his shoulder until you slowly calmed down while whispering sweet nonsense in your ear.

You have no idea how much time passes but once you finally calmed down you enough slowly look up at him from where your head rested on his shoulder. "I am sorry for freaking out like that, it's just I am so scared that you might not love me anymore. I wanted to tell you but I just couldn't bring myself to do it and I really am happy to be with you it's just that this voice keeps telling me that I'm not good enough for you and I cant stand the thought of you leaving me" he wipes the tears tracks from your face and slowly kissing your nose before answering

"I know that you are hurt right now and thats why I want you to know that I will always be there for you and I will never let you go because I love you so much I can't imagine another day without you"
He smiles softly before continuing.
"I swear to you, (Y/N). We're gonna grow old together in this house and we will sit on the couch while you watch TV and I watch you and think about how lucky I am to have you. I promise you that nothing you do could make me leave you unless you want me to"

You lift yourself from Grant's shoulder just enough so that you're face to face. "I love you Grant" with that you both lean forward into a deep and needy kiss.

Once the kiss is broken you both look at each other with small smiles. Just as you were about to say something you could hear Dean Winchesters voice from the TV asking for no more chick flick moments. You let out a loud surprised laugh which soon turns out to both of you laughing messes on the floor.

And in that moment you knew that even if it gets hard you will never be alone.
Not while He is around.