Secretly Damaged

Chapter1: Good News!!

Lilo's POV

I had to get up and get ready for school. It is 6:30am ugh why does it have to be so early. I grabbed a bra and a pair of underwear and headed to my bathroom. I have a brother and he's older, so I have to hurry. I get in the shower and do the shower things everyone does. Once I got out I blow dried my hair and curled only the ends. I put my usual make-up on and grabbed my glasses. I walked to my room seeing as it was a door away. Today I was actually gonna try. I grabbed a black long sleeve shirt, tribal tube skirt and a tribal scarf that matched perfectly. I don't know I just like tribal material. Anyways I grabbed my scare make-up and covered my wrists and upper thighs with concealer. I grabbed my socks and bright blue vans. Their my only pair of shoes and I wear them with any and everything. I walked up to my body mirror before I walked downstairs to eat breakfast. I looked okay, I guess. I never look good. I'm ugly even when I try.

I finally convinced myself to go downstairs instead of changing. "Hey, mom what's for breakfast?" I asked walking into the kitchen.

"Eggs, you idiot!" my brother said interrupting my mom from answering. "Mom Lilo is wearing slut clothes to school again."

Urg I hate my brother so much. He treats me so bad. "Shut up, James! Mom tell him to leave me alone,please" I said feeling a tear brimming in my eye.

"Lilo stop... You too James" my mom said defending my brother more than me like she always does.

"Whatever." I said taking my plate from my mom and heading to the living room. I grabbed my iPod from the cupboard. I check vine and twitter because I really needed to brighten my morning. I saw a vine with all of them 'doing it for the vine' and I laughed a little to myself. They all are perfect. I watched more until I heard my mom yell that the bus was here. I grabbed my backpack and rushed out to the bus.

The start of another day at school with Chris' stupid friends. I am use to it by now, to show no emotion in front of them, but when I'm at home I just think back to what they did and just explode.

Lately it's been them trying to get everyone to pick on me. It's only a crush why do they have to pick on me. Whatever. Except yesterday the main bully, RJ said that I should be expected something to happen today. I was so concerned. I was just thinking while staring out the window when I noticed we were in front of the school. I started walking to my locker but his gang was in front of it. I looked down at the ground and spoke. "Can you please move out of the way of my locker?"

"Oh can we?" RJ said laughing.

"Please, I have to put my books in there." I said looking up at them now.

"Look guys she's blushing. Chris she wants the d." He said knuckle bumping Chris.

"First of all I don't. And second I only have a crush on him. Now please move." I said before hearing a teacher speak.

"Lilo are these gentlemen bugging you?" She said standing next to the boys.

"No ma'am. They were just leaving. They didn't do anything, just asked a question that's it." I stated knowing what they would do to me if I ratted them out to the teacher.

"Okay, see you in class later." She said walking away. I looked at RJ, Mike, Chris, and Beau. I gave them the pleading look and they moved.

"That was the right choice" RJ whispered to me while him and his gang walked away.

Finally I got into my locker. First bell rang just as I got it open. So I quickly put my books away and grabbed the proper books for band. I had to finish some of my home work for Algebra but I'll do that in choir second hour. All I could think about was what RJ was talking about before. I want to know what they are gonna do.

*skip to lunch*

I was walking out of the kitchen at school when Marie came up to me and said "Nice outfit slut" as she hit the bottom of my tray so all my food hit my face and got all over my clothes. I saw everyone look in my direction and then RJ's group started cheering. My best friend Jarr ran up to me and asked if I was okay. I nodded and she went to grab napkins. I started to ball my eyes out and hid in the kitchen area.

My brother bursted into the cafeteria and started yelling at RJ's friends. I've never seen him defend me ever. I was really surprised and how did he find out what happened he isn't even in this lunch period.

I told my brother I was fine but instead of saying 'okay' he whispered to me "now you can't wear slut clothes anymore they are definitely ruined." Alright there's my real brother.

"I have extra clothes in my gym locker do you want to change?" Jarr asked making me turn around.

"Yes please." I said and we went to the locker room. Once I was changed into her clothes we tried cleaning my hair and soaked my clothes in the sink.

*after school*

I texted my mom saying I was going to stay awhile after school so I could work out and watch the track meet. Of course she said yes, she usually doesn't care what I do as long as its something I wont regret. Today was a bad day to work out alone because the baseball team was in the weight room. I of course had my headphones in so I didn't hear anything they said to me. I was so focused on the treadmill when I felt my legs go from underneath me and I flew off the treadmill. Someone yanked my ear plug out and said "don't ignore me next time, Lilo!" they said laughing and walking away.

I slowly got up to fall again. I guess I hit my head hard enough. I can't afford a visit to the hospital so I just sat there for awhile. I finally was stable so I decided to walk out to the track meet to watch Jarr run and do the high jump. After she was done she ran up to me and smiled, then instantly frowned. "What happened? You're all scrapped up and you have a huge bruise on your forehead." She said worried.

"RJ happened." I stated.

"Hey to get your mood up. I have some really amazing news." she said giving a small smile.

"Yeah what is it?" I said looking down at her, since I am like a couple inches taller than her.

"I asked my mom, since its your birthday soon, if she could buy me something. And well I know you aren't doing anything anyways. SHE GOT US MAGCON TICKETS AND THEN TWO DAYS AFTER WE ARE GOING TO MEET THE BOYS IN 26MGNT! " she said starting to shake my shoulders.

"OH MY GORSH REALLY! JARR YOU REALLY DID THAT FOR ME?" I said starting to jump up and down.

"YEAH! Your my best friend why wouldn't I and I know your mom and the rest of your family have been having a rough time. So I got to thinking and why not we both love them all like crazy. Do you accept my gift?" She said still shaking me. Except I was starting to get dizzy.

"Of course I accept. But can you stop shaking me I kind of just hit my head like 2 minutes ago." She laughed and then stopped. I hugged her and then we sat and watched the rest of the track meet on the hill.

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OKAY I KNOW IT'S BORING SO FAR BUT I HAD TO HAVE SOME SUSPENSE BEFORE I GIVE A GOOD PART.

SHE IS GOING TO MAGCON AND MEETING THE BOYS IN 26MGNT! WHAT AN AMAZING FRIEND! I GUESS THEY ARE GONNA HAVE FUN.

BARE WITH ME PEOPLE THIS IS ONLY MY SECOND STORY AND I WORKING MY WAY TO PERFECTING MY SKILLS. FOR NOW COMMENT, VOTE, AND SUBSCRIBE!

LATER HOME DAWGS! STAY BEAUTIFUL AND SMILE! ☺👍 LOTS OF LOVE! -Pauline