Too all my friends that want me to believe.
I will go to church with you and be polite when you or your family pray and maybe i'll pray with you.
But i don't know if i believe in a so called God.
I have never had anything in my life push me to believe in anything like that.
From all the hard times i've gone through praying and praying for help, i have received nothing or anything from it.
Instead i've learned that the only one that can heal your self and help you get through the problems is your self.
I believe i only tried to believe was because i wanted to have someone else to blame for when things don't go well.
I eventually realized that i'm the only one that can help my self.
- things i wish i could tell my peers.
