I immediately tensed up as soon as those three words had left my mouth.. but to my relief, Kim only held me tighter and kisses the top of my head protectively..
"I love you too,Ruby" He answered in a husky but smooching voice that made me cry for the second time that day..
God why am I so emotional..?! I cried out in frustration in my head.. but little did I know that I would soon find out..
We fell asleep on the couch that night, wrapped up in blankets in each other's arms with empty soda bottles and candy bowls left standing on the couch table as the tv continued showing some random late at night program but non of us noticed since we just wanted to stay right here in this moment.. I think..
I was ripped away from sleep that night by having to rush to the bathroom and as soon as I had gotten the toilet seat lock open I threw up. And Kim must have heard since my hair was moved out of my face so that I wouldn't vomit on it which I appreciated but I couldn't exactly thank him.
I don't know how long we stayed there but the vomiting finally came to an end and Kim handed me a big glass of water to wash away the disgusting smell and feeling of vomit in my mouth with and some paper towels to dry my mouth clean with and I gladly took them since I hated being sick and especially vomiting.
"Are you Okay? You're not sick,are ya?" He asked with a face of concern as he felt my forehead for any signs of fever but he obviously couldn't find any.
"No.." I shook my head slowly as I watched him disappear into his thoughts,searching for a reason on why I could be throwing up in the middle of the night..
"Did Felix rape you?" He hesitantly asked after some minutes which unwillingly had to make me repeat the last few months in my head before I slowly nodded my head as I threw up again and Kim quickly kept my hair out of the way.
"Then I can only think of one reason to why you're throwing up.." he said after have mumbled some words under his breath with clenched fist,probably on how he would be the crap out of Felix if he ever saw him again..
"And that is..?" I managed to get out when the vomit decided to take small breaks.
"You might be pregnant.." he answered in disbelief.
The vomiting came to an end at his words and my world or rather eyesight started to blur and sway as dizziness filled my head and before I knew what had happened I had passed out with Kim calling my name in worry..
But I was already in that familiar darkness because just like that my entire life had been shattered into pieces by a few words and that feeling of almost perfection disappeared out the window..
