What is love?

I wonder about my prince

|Girl's POV|

He looked at me today. Well I caught him staring at me. I blushed and he looked really stupid. But he was looking at me.

He looked kind of out of it, like he was day dreaming. Could I have been in his dream? He looks do cute when he's day dreaming.

I'm beginning to wonder if I really do like him. He's a great big neanderthal. He's so dumb. He never pays attention in class and he's always talking to people.

He's so loud, and he talks about the dumbest stuff ever

But he's so cute.

I'm confused.

Why is love so weird? Why does love make me question everything?

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I don't even think he likes me.

He always flirts with other girls and they are all prettier than me. I've never been too confident about the way I look. But I have one thing against them. Intelligence. They're just as stupid as him, if not stupider.

There's one girl he hangs out with that seems pretty okay, but the things she talks about contradicts her possibility of being kind of smart

It's a mystery how they're in Pre-AP classes.

I'm beginning to think I don't actually like him. But I like someone else. But he has a girlfriend already. He has also had lots of other girlfriends and I don't want to be just another girl to him.

I want to feel something I've never felt something I've never felt before

Love

Not superficial love. Not middle school love where you date someone just to date someone.

I want to love someone like they'll die tomorrow. I want to love someone with all my heart.

I want to cuddle with him, and kiss his nose and hug him and I want to dance with him in the middle of the living room without music. He doesn't look like the guy to do any of that.

One sided love is not a happy thing.