A Beautiful Mess

Espinosa

CHAPTER 31

Matt is holding his eye. My mind is in all different directions. I didn't really love Nash but I was iffy with Matt. He is an AMAZING person, I just need Time to recover. I kissed Matt's cheek and drove for what seemed like hours. I drove all the way to Mulberry Beach, 2 hours away from my house. I walked up to the pair and sat on the edge. I looked over at the sunset and listened to the peaceful waves crashing against the shore. it was a great place to think. I sat there for a while, the. left to go back to my place and get a text from Nash.

"I know what I did was wrong and whenever I try to set my mind somewhere else it always turns into thinking of you. I can't let go of us. you were just to special to let go of. you made me happy and you are a Wonderful person and I still want to be with you. Forgive me?"

I re-read the text over and over, and just ended up turning off my phone. I lied on my bed and let sleep creep in.

***NASH POV***

I really hope she forgives me. I'm still crazy, madly in love with her. I'm not gonna let Danielle ruin this. I hate myself for this.

***EMILY POV***

I wake up and don't even bother to get ready. i drive over to Starbucks and grab a coffee and bump into Nash. *really? * I say in a whisper. "Hey. how you been?" he asks dumbly. "Um Great! never been better! And you?" I say back and proud of what I just did.

"Terrible." he replies. I looked confused. If he feels terrible he should. he's the one that ruined us. "Sorry about tha-" I start but was interrupted by someone grabbing me but my wrist, spinning me around and kiss me right in front of him. I pull away and look at those familiar hazel eyes. Matt.

Nash has a look of fury in his eyes. He stomps out the door with clenched fists. "Great job Espinosa. how did you know I was here?" I ask. "Oh you know Nash texted carter saying he was trying to apologize to you at Starbucks and I decided that was the best idea." he replies. I giggle and he walks me back out to my car. "Emily? you said I can tell you anything right?" he asks when we reach my car. "yeah of course." I reply a bit confused. "I always think of you and I realized that I Love You." he says. My heart is literally Pounding with nervous tension. What do I say? Do I really love him?