CHAPTER 34
We stand there for a moment. He then slowly walks away but I pull him back. "Why did you do that??" I ask. He shrugs and replies, "I don't know. I just missed us. sorry." I stand there in shock. what do I do? I'm with Matt. And plus I don't really want him back. I can't go through the same thing. I've turned the next chapter In my book I call life.
"All I wanted was for us to have a great relationship. until I screwed it up for a wonderful person like you. I've committed myself to never cheat on you again. or anyone. But I've realized how much I love you. its so hard to let go. I can't. its hard for me to see you with Matt. Cause it reminds me of us. I still love you, nothing will ever change until we are together again. but I know you don't want That." he says. I'm holding back tears. He starts walking again but I run up and kiss him just the same as I would if we were together. Ive always had a small feeling for Nash just never really thought about it till now. We pull apart and he looks at me with a smirk. "So does this mean your mine?" he asks excitedly. " Maybe." I joke. "hmm... and why?" he asks. I laugh, "I just love you I guess." he laughs and kisses me goodbye. WHAT. geez I'm confused with myself. after he leaves I jump into my car and drive to carters. What is Matt gonna say. I can't deal.
when I get there I explain EVERYTHING to Matt. But he shocks me with his response:
"Okay. I understand." he says. I was confused. "Wait- really?" I ask. "Yeah really. I know how much he really did love you. he was constantly texting Carter about you. so I understand. I like considering you as my sister." he says. I laugh in relief. "But if you consider me your sister why did you kiss me earlier?" I ask. he laughs "oh I met this girl and she's really cute, kinda reminds me of you and I was practing." I laugh. "I hate you Espinosa." I joke. we hug and I say, "Hope it goes well with you two!?" I ask but say at the same time. he laughs too. "Love ya matt. Like a BROTHER." I emphasize the brother part. "Ha, I agree." he jokes. I playfully punch him in the arm and leave to my house once again.
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A Beautiful Mess
RomanceNash and Emily have been in love ever since they met. She knows that he makes her feel beautiful and different. Until the day it all fell apart. What will happen? Will Emily decide to forgive his mistake? Or Will he be in her past?
