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lexidoll; so, what happened? - after the comments grayson deleted on my post ethan messaged me, and we argued. a lot. we tried our best to keep the arguments away from the public, but then hallie and me had a fight in my recent post, and it pretty much revealed everything. - people began to hate on me. i've dealt with hate before, but this was a whole other level of pure hatred. i had hundreds of dms every day, calling me a slut, a whore, a selfish bitch, etc. i felt guilty, but i couldn't pick up the courage to talk about it to anyone, which led me to fall into the hole in my mind full of bad thoughts and emotions. - it began with a few cuts a day, nothing big but it relieved the pain. it eventually got worse, it wasn't just a few cuts, it was like an addiction. one day, me and ethan had a conversation. it led me to think that everyone i loved hated me. - so then i did something i should never have done. i attempted suicide. i'm not going to go into detail about this, but i want you to know that i'm safe. amanda found me before i could do anymore harm, which i'm forever thankful for. - i never seemed to respect the people i have around me, and what happened made me realise that. i love everyone, my friends, family, even my fans, as cliche as it sounds. - i'm on a safe recovery, so there should be no more worry. on a lighter note, it's almost halloween. let's get spooky? lol i hate myself
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ethandolan: i'm so happy that your safe. i could never live with myself if something happened. i love you to the moon and back, and i'm never gonna let you go
amandaavery: lexi, i love you so god damn much, you're the best sister i could ask for and you have so much ahead of you. i'm so glad your safe.
lizakoshy; i'm glad you're safe ❤️ i'm sending all my love to you
arianagrande; i'm glad your safe, ily❣️
jackdail: i'm happy you're okay
halliejames: thank god you're safe. i cant believe i want there for you. but the good thing is you're here, and you're happy. i love you
