FUCKBOY ➣ ETHANDOLAN

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I M E S S A G E
hallie💗

WHAT HAPPENED IN NY

OOOH BITCH
HOLD ONTO UR WIG

okay

so
i get to trl and i'm pretty sure ethan never saw trl's tweet about me so when he saw me i think he died

so we being to film and stuff and i'm pretty sure trl doesn't know that we broke up so it was really awkward

THEN

trl asks us to kiss

ur kidding

no

so i look around awkwardly and ethan's stood there glaring at me

i'm not even kidding if looks could kill i would have been dead

haha okayy

so we finish up and the twins come up to me and graysons being nice but ethan just starts shouting things like "you had to fucking go on this show didn't you"

so i'm about to cry, because i'm a sensitive little bitch so i start yelling back at him, and told him to "shove his apologies up his ass" and that i didn't want to speak to him, and at that point i think he just...breaks.

it's like he realised how much i hate him and the real heart break hit him

damn..

i know
hallie at that point i just cried on the spot. people were gathering around us and i couldn't keep up my strong act any longer.

lexi oh my
i love you so much
you don't need him okay

that's the thing
i DO need him
he was the only thing that made me happy
and as much as i hate to admit it
i still fucking love him no matter how many times he hurts me

HEY I FINALLY UPDATED

i've had no inspo but i think i know where this book is going now which is a good thing!!

i love reading the comments people leave on this book some of yall are so funny iM