Life log

Aaron....

For those who know me, the real me, the reason I was upset today at lunch (and the rest of the day) My friend....uhhhh... I don't know if I can say her name.... actually most people don't know her full name so I'll use it.

She told me during advisory (btw I'm in 7th grade) my crush...(f it) Aaron that he use to like me but stoped because he found out I swear. So, I've just stoped. I haven't sweared all day since then, which isn't tough for most people but I did say s*** when I was getting off the bus beacuse these three people were just straight up annoying me and I told them I didn't give a s***.  AND to make it worse, my teacher had assigned us seats in her class where....

You guessed it. I sit across from him. Just great. We avoided eye contact and didn't talk to each other. I mean he didn't tell me that directly, but he knows that I have a crush on him and well.... it's super awkward between us.

After Alysandera told me that I just have felt different about him. I don't know why... but my friend Daze (shoutout) she told me that we looked cute together cause she sat on the opposite side of the room and saw'll us across from each other. I mean ^yay^ right? But I don't think I'll EVER talk to him again anyway. It's to awkward. If you want me to tell you guys how he found out, plz DM me or comment.