Young Love [Jikook story]

why aren't I dead?

Jungkook was laying in his hospital bed, Sleeping  peacefully as Jimin was in the chair next to him. Jimin was just admiring the younger and thinking to himself 'is he gonna be alright?' The doctor came in and smiled briefly at the older

"Well Jimin, we ran a couple tests on his blood to see if there was any damage and thankfully there wasn't, But we did find something interesting about him....."

Jimin stood up from the chair and asked "What's wrong with him? Is he going to live?"

"Yes, yes he will live. But, Jeon Jungkook has a mix of Anxiety, schizophrenia, and PTSD" Jimin stood there in shock, He finally spoke after a couple minutes of of silence

"H-how? Is this some develop stuff?" Jimin stuttered

"Yes, Jungkook developed all this. Do you know how?" The doctor asked

"I-I don't know....how long will he have to stay here?"

"He will be free by tommrow, would you like me to leave you 2 alone for a bit?"

"Ye-yes please" The doctor then stepped out of the room and closed the door gently. Jimin leaned over Jungkook with their faces almost touching. "Jeon Jungkook, How could you do this to yourself?~"

Jungkook finally opened his eyes and got a little scared once he saw Jimin and The older pulled the chair up and sat in it, Intertwining their hands. "I-I am still a-alive?" Jungkooks voice sounded raspy since he just woke up

"Yes Kooks, your still alive"

Jungkook bit his lip and said "B-But I wanted to--" Jungkook got interrupted by Jimin giving him a long kiss on the lips. They finally pulled apart after minutes.

"Kookie, The doctor told me something new about you, That you devolved something"

"What?" Jimin took a deep breath in and spoke

"You have Anxiety, PTSD, and Schizophrenia, Kookie"

Jungkook widened his eyes and started to hyperventilate again. Jimin knew right away he was gonna start doing that so he pulled his bunny into a hug and stroked his back a little "I-I am sorry Jimin" Jungkook said before crying hard

"No no no babe, don't be sorry. I am just worried that one day, You will end up dead because of V and Jhope haunting your beautiful brain and...you won't make it without them stressing you out"

"Jimin......I-I don't wanna be here anymore. It's V!! H-hes the one that's causing all this! He caused my schizophrenia and Anxiety!!!! And PTSD!!!!! I wish I was dead!!" Jungkook lightly shouted and shivers went down Jimin spine. He never thought his Kookie would say that.....

"Please don't say that Jungkook, If your dying, I am dying with you" a tear fell from Jimins cheek and almost bursting into tears

"But.....I-I so t-tired of the life that I have, I wish I had a new one. I wish I never moved and stayed with you so you could protect me. I forgot about you! I forgot that you were my best friend and you were heart broken! Why aren't I just dead?!" Soon after Jungkook said that, The doctor came in with medication, He had the whole bottle in his hand

"Here you go~" the doctor hands Jungkook his pills

"What's this?"

"Pills to help your schizophrenia, If it doesn't work you have to go to therapy"

"Okay....Thank you"

"Jungkook, you should probably get some sleep though, it is 1:30am so I suggest you rest for a bit"

"Okay" Jungkook said in response

"Park Jimin, You have to leave here in about 5 minutes so he can rest" the doctor said before closing the door

"Kookie, please take that, Don't you dare overdose." Jimin said with dark eyes, He was also getting tired of Jungkook getting so negative about himself

"O-okay" Jungkook took the water that was on the counter and took 2 pills. Jimin took the bottle after that so Jungkook didn't get any ideas

"Bye Kookie ~" Jimin kissed his boyfriend good bye and left the hospital so he could let the younger rest

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Jimin wasn't expecting his mom to be awake but she was surprisingly, She was just on her phone in the sofa "Jimin!!! There you are! I got your text that you went to the hospital with Jungkook, is everything alright?"

Jimin chuckled briefly "He's okay, He's just....under alot of stress right now"

His mother hummed in response then said "Ah, You need to sleep, tommrow is a Sunday so last day of freedom"

"But eomma, i can't go to school without Jungkook"

"You have to get your education though"

"F-fine"

Jimin ran upstairs and cried into his pillows, Jimin wanted to know what the younger is doing right now. He misses his boyfriend and wanted to sleep with him

*2:30am*

Once again......Jimin was crying Into his pillows because of his stupid father dream that he always has. And his Kookie wasn't their to comfort him.....

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Why r all my books so emo oml i hate myself aiuyeuwhish😂