Awaken

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I unfold my eyes into the world I hate so much. I wish I were dead, I hate myself so much . All the lies that I've been binded upon, this life I've been forced to live .The pain I've volunteered to take.

Why ? 

I've asked myself. Again and again.

"Alexis?", Erica calls. "Are you hallucinating ?", she questions.

"Urm, ugh , No ", I say with difficulty.

"Lexie......", Dan is calling. It seems so distant as I've always dreaded.

I force all my senses to look upto him. Just that my blurred vision is not helping. I feel numb ,maybe it's the pain. 

"Dan.", I manage to moan .  "Lex , please get up", Dan cries.

"Aaaaah", I moan. 

Erica replaces the ice on my face and the chill awakens my senses . I'm fully conscious and awake .

"Lexie!", Dan exclaims and buries his face in my arms. "It's alright Danny ", I softly whisper in his ear .

"I thought I'll never see you again!" , he says in angry protest .

"But you have ", I reply. 

"I love you Lex. Don't do this again ."

"I won't and I love you many more ".

He kisses my cheek . Erica puts my head back on the pillow and once again I'm sleeping but now only a little more peacefully but it won't last and I know it best.

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