I unfold my eyes into the world I hate so much. I wish I were dead, I hate myself so much . All the lies that I've been binded upon, this life I've been forced to live .The pain I've volunteered to take.
Why ?
I've asked myself. Again and again.
"Alexis?", Erica calls. "Are you hallucinating ?", she questions.
"Urm, ugh , No ", I say with difficulty.
"Lexie......", Dan is calling. It seems so distant as I've always dreaded.
I force all my senses to look upto him. Just that my blurred vision is not helping. I feel numb ,maybe it's the pain.
"Dan.", I manage to moan . "Lex , please get up", Dan cries.
"Aaaaah", I moan.
Erica replaces the ice on my face and the chill awakens my senses . I'm fully conscious and awake .
"Lexie!", Dan exclaims and buries his face in my arms. "It's alright Danny ", I softly whisper in his ear .
"I thought I'll never see you again!" , he says in angry protest .
"But you have ", I reply.
"I love you Lex. Don't do this again ."
"I won't and I love you many more ".
He kisses my cheek . Erica puts my head back on the pillow and once again I'm sleeping but now only a little more peacefully but it won't last and I know it best.
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General FictionAlexis Pamer has lost everything in life . Lost everyone she loved . The post War world has never been good to her . Everyday is a fight to survival . Daniel Pamer her brother is the only thing she has . Will she survive ? Will she save the ones sh...