26. Heartbroken

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You laid there on jimin's bed, pillowcase wet with tears as you just waited. Waited for something to happen. Waiting for someone. Waiting for jimin. You know you couldn't just go back to being normal with him, I mean you could but it'd be hard. You curled up at the thought of jimin being upset with you, the tears in your eyes threatened to spill again onto the already soaked pillowcase. You heard someone gently open the door to the bedroom and close it gently again. You sat up slowly and looked jimin over. His eyes were swollen, his knuckles red, and even his hair was disheveled.

"Jimin I-"

He cut you off immediately.

"Get up and out of my bed y/n"

His voice was very soft, half inaudible. You slowly got out of bed and stood there, looking down at the carpeted floor.

"I'll give you no more than 2 minutes to try to explain yourself...then I never want to see you again."

Your eyes shot up at jimin, tears having formed in them already. You opened your mouth to say something but all that came out was a choked sob. Jimin sighed lightly before sitting down in one of his chairs.

"Your Time is ticking away y/n..."

You tried to get ahold of yourself, to tell jimin that you didn't mean to do any of it. You half cried out to him.

"Jimin I didn't mean to do it I swear! Jin made jungkook-"

"JIN MADE JUNGKOOK KISS YOU?! OR SHOULD I SAY JIN MADE YOU KISS JUNGKOOK?! SERIOUSLY Y/N IF YOURE GOING TO LIE MADE UP SOMETH-"

"IM NOT LYING!! HOW DO YOU THINK I FEEL WHEN JIN GAVE SOMETHING TO JUNGKOOK AND JUNGKOOK JUST FORCED HIMSELF ON ME AND NOW I HAVE TO STAND HERE AND LET YOU YELL AT ME FOR SOMETHING I DIDNT DO?!"

Your words cracked towards the end and after you finished you broke down into big sobs. Jimin looked almost taken aback. He stood there for a minute before turning so he wouldn't have to face you.

"Get out y/n..."

You wiped your tears with the back of your hand before walking to the door and opening it. You turned back to jimin who was still facing away from you, looking at the ground.

"A-after I leave this room...I'm...not going to come back to you jimin...do you really want me to leave? Do you really not believe me?..."

He stood there, staring at the wall now. It seemed like hours before he choked out.

"Get out"

You covered your mouth with the back of your hand before shutting the door somewhat harshly

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You covered your mouth with the back of your hand before shutting the door somewhat harshly. You ran down the hallway, not caring that your tears blinded you, not caring that namjoon called for you from his doorway. You just ran. You found yourself at the front door, a few thoughts went through your mind before you opened the door and ran outside. You kept running until you got to a familiar park. You found a big tree to lean on and sank down the trunk of it until you were on your knees. You let out everything right then and there. Luckily there was no one in the park, you cries for what seemed like hours before a very out of breath namjoon ran up to you.

"Y/n! What's wrong? what-"

"GO AWAY NAMJOON I WANT TO DIE!"

You covered your face with your hands and wept. Namjoon grabbed your wrists and pulled them from your face.

"Don't say things like that!!"

"ITS TRUE!!"

"You have people who care about you!! People who love-"

"DONT YOU DARE SAY THE WORD LOVE!! NO ONE DOES!-"

Suddenly you felt namjoon press his lips against yours, his hands still holding tightly onto your wrists. You felt the warm tears of yours and namjoons on your cheeks. A few very long seconds later namjoon pulled back, his voice hushed and shaky.

"If everyone in this world were to hate you...I'd always love you"

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