*continued*
lilly's pov
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i pulled out a bottle of brandy in my sock drawer and started chugging, the substance filled my throat stinging but i was used to the taste.
i was wasted, luckily my mom went on a girls trip for a month and left me behind, she always leaves but i know it's not with her friends, she leaves me money so i don't care.
my phone started blowing up and i giggled to myself.
addy is calling.......
"wasgucci boothangg." i said laughing
"why aren't you at school im worried did you smoke???" addy said yelling
"the b-be-bet was no smoking huh addy i drankkss." i said slurring
"wtf lils what happened." she said and it echoed i think she was in the bathroom
"michael flashbacks, jack kissed another girl and i got sad ya'know but i did this to myself it was one day addy and i get sad for what? he doesn't want to persue it and i don't but im confused haha." i said as a tear slipped
"i just needed somebody ads just somebody to fill that stupid hole in my stupid heart and i can't do that to g and expect anything." everything fell silent
"im coming over after school don't leave." she said sighing
i just fell asleep to wait for her.
"sleeping beauty wake up." addy said shaking me
"my prince looks off can i get another one." i said as we both laughed
"what's wrong princess, tell me." she said putting a strand of hair behind my ear
"i felt alone so i took it out on jack but that's no bueno because i can't get attached it would be a whole michael thing again." i said holding my face
"being off the market and having fun isn't bad lils just take some time and find the right one and i promise you'll be just fineee." she said hugging me
we watched netflix and fell asleep after, she slept over and we went to school the next day.
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