Chapter 3

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Dedication: lousmermaid cause you're nice and I like Louis and mermaids^^

Just imagine Louis and Harry holding each other tight like that😍 They look like in titanic tho

Andddd I've just bought tickets for Niall's concert omg I'm so excited *yayyyy*

Harry's POV/

I looked at my reflection once again, before I placed the blade on my soft skin...

It stung a bit and I bit my lip, because of the pain. It felt so good seeing the blood running down my wrist. As it dripped down, it caused the white tiles to turn into a dark red. It was hypnotizing, I didn't want to hurt myself but I couldn't stop. The cuts got deeper and the blood became more. It mingled with my tears, which were dropping down on my wrist, and let the cuts hurt even more. Why did it hurt so bad? I just wanted to clean all the dirt and pain out of me, all the lies, the feelings for Louis, the weird and sexual thoughts of him...

As I realized, what I just did, I hated myself even more. Wow, I'm such a screwed up idiot. I removed the blood off myself and the floor and tried to hide the bloody razorblades. 

"You in there, Hazza?" 

"Yes, just give me a moment"

Louis's POV/

Harry opened the bathroom door, standing there with a sweet, innocent smile, hiding his arms behind his back. Even though he smiled, I could see he was sad. And it hurt me so much to see him like that. Were I the reason for him to be sad? 

"'sup Harr-eh? Are you alright?", I tried to cheer him up. But he just mumbled :"Yeah, I'm fine", before he rushed out of the room. Was that a blush on his cheeks? No, probably not, I should stop dreaming. My thoughts snapped back to reality, I had to go after him. So I followed him trough the hallway and ended up in Niall's room, where the other three lads sat on the floor. 

"You wanna join us? We're playing truth or dare.", Zayn exclaimed as he saw us. Harry, obviously surprised about the fact I followed him, turned around and looked at me with a very curios glance. Wow he was so beautiful. I shrugged my shoulders and smirked at him. 

"Oh come on guys, it'll be fun.", Niall uttered. 

"I don't see why not.", I replied and patted on Harry's shoulder.

I sat down next to Liam and Harry placed himself right beside me.

"Truth or dare, Harry?", Niall said and pointed at me.

"Umm...dare, I guess."

"Okay, I dare you to call your mom and-"

"It's mum with an 'u' Niall!" Liam screamed out.

"Whatever, so I dare you to call your mUm and tell her that you're pregnant."

"What the actual fuck, Niall? This isn't even biological possible and by whom?" 

"By me of course!", Niall pouted.

I let out a sight cough. 

"Louis? What's that cough supposed to mean? Are you jealous or something?", Zayn laughed.

I panicked and instantly flushed, I stuttered:"I um-I no, I just needed to cough, you know?" 

"Yeah, of course.", Niall laughed, "-And do you're fucking dare."

"Alright, alright.", Harry said as he grabbed his phone and searched for his mum's number. He put her on the speaker so we could hear their conversation. 

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