Heartbeat pt.1

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Trazey's POV

Finally arrived at my room. I sat at my desk and cried trying to forget about it. Despite the moment he gets irritated of me, I took my blade and began to slit my wrist.

Suddenly, Jason saw me because I forgot to close and lock 🔐 the door 🚪

"What the hell are you doing!?!", he took my blade and threw it away.

"I DON'T EVEN KNOW!!! WHY WOULD YOU CARE!?!", I whimpered and hid inside the bedsheets.

"It's because I really care about you... Why are you harming yourself? How long have you been doing this?", Jason held my arm whilst my wound bleeds.

"Excuse me?", I pulled my arm away from him.

"So stubborn of you.", he giggled at me in a prankish manner.

"I AM NOT!", glared at him whilst I denied the fact that I was.

"Y'know once upon a time I met a beautiful girl,
Her name was Trazey Smithens ,
She had a natural reddish-lips, thick eyelashes, sleek eyebrows, curvy body, beautiful hair and attractive sense of fashion and glamorous sense of humor,
She used to smile everyday,
She was a rowdy queen 👸;
A trickster,
A class-clown", Jason whispered while caressing my shoulder and I blushed redly.

"Are you talking about me?", I slapped his hands off me and gave him a grumpy look as I cross my arms against my chest.

"Yeah, you were the one of a kind girl but you still are to me and I've had a crush on you since elementary.", he admitted sincerely.

"Wow... I didn't know about that but why me?", I covered my face with my palms and still blushing.

"Why you? The fact is like what I said You're one of a kind, like you seemed different than anyone else. You may be rowdy, it's what makes you attractive in additional, your personality astonished me. To among the girls I had met, they're too bratty and spoiled and it turns me off somehow.", as he stated the fact.

"Well deep inside I am a soft-hearted person and I may look weak on the outside because it's what everybody thinks about me. A FRIGGIN WEAKLING!", I lost my nerves because of the flashbacks.

"Don't listen to them! Their opinions about you doesn't matter! Why is it such big deal to you?"

"I thought they're right about me because every mistakes I made, they are quick to judge and criticize me negatively." I faced down and blubber in despair.

"Aww don't give up, Trazey. You can do it! Just show them who's the boss. That'll do!", he pulled me up and pats my back gently.

I responded with a hug but I accidentally kissed him and I immediately pushed him off and blush in awkwardness.

"Sorry"

"It's alright"

My heart was beating so fast and I couldn't stop it at all; Am I falling inlove or something? I hope not.

"Umm.... Trazey, there's something I want to tell you.", said Jason while scratching his head.

"O-okay", I pouted my mouth.

(To be continued)

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