Notes > a.i

IV

dear ashton, 

you came home safe, though highly intoxicated. luke drove you home. as you crossed the treshold you swore profantries at me and fell whilst walking up the stairs, without a word spoken between us luke and i helped you up. we half carried you to the bathroom where you threw up. we left you there. luke said he needed to talk to me. i followed him to our bedroom where he told me that you had cheated, that you have locked lips with another. though he assured me she was the one who initiated the kiss and that you had downed almost four beers. but he did not tell me that you pushed her away leading me to believe that you allowed the kiss to go on.  luke apologised for having told me this and kissed me on the forehead as he left mumbling a sorry. 

you lied ashton, you said you would never hurt me. yet you have done so. daily almost. what happened to promises ashton? to love? to always? ashton, tell me. why are you doing this to me? why are you doing this to us?

maybe less that always,

Claire. 

wiping the fallen tears claire signed the note and hid it with the other; under the matress of their shared bed. maybe ashton will find them one day, maybe she'll be gone and he'll realise how much pain he'd caused her. still, she loved him with all her heart. but love doesnt always last forever. maybe there's an end to always. she could hear ashton in the bathroom, horse voice faintly calling her name. she wiped her reddened cheeks, and walked to him. 

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