tacenda • jicheol

TACENDA: flowers for the love that i never had

༺ JICHEOL PROJECT : TACENDA ༻

UNEDITED VER.

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY JICHEOL FAM! SORRY, LATE.

TO THE OWNER OF THIS PROMPT,

I LOVE U, ALWAYS.

BUT FUCK, THIS PROMPT GAVE ME SLEEPLESS NIGHTS.

STILL, I LOVE U. 

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playlist –

all i want – kodaline

the night we met – lord huron

fluerie – hurts like hell

monogram – lucid dream

the rose – sorry

seventeen – pinwheel

day6 – letting go

if it's you – jung seunghwan

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9:30 am

THERE ARE FEW THINGS THAT SEUNGCHEOL considers really important or a priority.

Hindi niya masasabi 'yon lahat pero sigurado siya sa mga priority niya para sa araw na'to. That includes the mixtape he's working on, his parents' health—well he always worries about it—,his studio at the end of the block since most of his nights were deeply carved on the equipment and paraphernalia kept there and that meeting wherein he could present his deal and have the opportunity he's been working on for months already. This could be the biggest break that couldchange the flow of his career, forever. For him, at least.

These are the things that comes to his mind the first thing in the morning after waking up from his sleep. Instead of reaching for his phone or putting down the alarm, he remembers them first. It's been part of his routine, it's become a habit that he couldn't and wouldn't dare to forget and miss.

Kaya nga nung na-realize niya na ngayong araw pala 'yung meeting na ilang buwan na niyang hinihintay and he only has 30 minutes left until the meeting starts, napabalikwas siya sa kama.

"What the hell, Jeon Wonwoo! I told you to set the alarm for me," he shouted to his friend and Wonwoo couldn't be any more grateful kasi sa telepono lang sila naguusap, "Bakit hindi naman tumunog—Ah shit!"

Few more strings of profanities escaped Seungcheol's mouth because his foot just stubbed the cabinet near him while he's picking the decent outfit for today. While pulling his hair and stomping his feet out of frustration, he suddenly sat himself down heavily on the couch in his spacious room. It made the couch creak, giving clues that it's close to being broken. But Seungcheol didn't mind it at all.

Realizing he's still spurting out coarse language, he lightly slapped his mouth for having such a vulgar mouth this early. Kahit siya nabibigla sa sunod-sunod na mura na lumabas sa bibig niya. Kaya laging triggered mga kaibigan niya—especially Joshua because of his not-so-pleasant habit of cussing out loud whenever he feels that he needs to.

Dahil masyado pang masakit paa niya at hindi pa niya kaya kumuhang yelo, he slouches to reach for his pained foot to massage it. He whimpers as soon as he squeezes it with his calloused hands then bites his lower lip, keeping the scream to the inside his mouth, down to his throat. His left bare foot that was unhurt remained on the ground while the right was being massaged by his hands, colder and stiffer than the freezing tiled-floor.