Pregnant with a Sourwolf // Sterek mpreg

11. I am too weak

Stiles's point of view

The pack meeting was actually going better than we expected. They were all mad at Derek and blamed him for everything, which wasn't fair at all. But the main thing is that they promised to help me as much as they possibly could. I didn't want them to blame Derek, he didn't even know that making me pregnant was possible, but still, I didn't say anything, I was just glad that the pack was back together.

The pain had grown worse along the evening and I was laying on Derek's lap, suffering. I was careful not to show my pain to the others, I didn't want them to see it yet. They would just get more worried and angrier. Derek obviously figured out that I was hurting, since I didn't talk at all and I didn't even move much. 

"Guys, I think we are done for the day. We should all get some sleep, Stiles here look pretty tired and so do all of you guys. We will inform you about the next pack meetings when we know things better. You are obviously welcome here anytime, just call and let us know. We can't leave the house soon, Stiles' tummy is showing a little bit already." Derek said, lying to them, to be honest.

He knew that I wasn't tired but he didn't want the pack to worry either. I was glad that he didn't tell them what was the reason, I knew he wouldn't do that to me. If I had wanted to tell the pack, I could have done it, but I knew they had many worries even without me hurting.

They all left within the next fifteen minutes and then, I was alone with Derek. Or actually, with Derek and the little princess, who seemed to want to kick my inside out of my body. I didn't even try to hide my pain from Derek. Tears quickly left my eyes and I hissed in pain.

"I am so sorry my love. I'm so sorry that you have to go through this. I just hope there would be something that I could do to help you. I can't just sit and watch you suffer" he said before kissing me. It made me feel a little bit better, even though the pain didn't disappear. Deaton ad said that the pain would be the worst in the last months, but it was already something I felt like I couldn't handle. I just cried. How could I survive the next months? I was and am going to be, just too weak.

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