You were working on writing a script all day for weeks. At the beginning you had a lot of ideas but now you are in the middle of the story and you had no idea. You have a heavy writers block for days and all day you just sit in front of your laptop. Sebastian, your boyfriend isn't here for you because he has shoots every day and he only get home at night when you are already sleeping and leaves really early in the morning.
Today wasn't different you sit in your chair with your dog in your lap and nothing came in your mind. You deduced to go for a walk with your pup at the park. It usually helps you to just sit in the park watching others, and just chill but not today. You are angry at yourself, but you decided to take a break and just enjoy the moment and play with your dog. A guy tried to pick you up but you told him you have a boyfriend but you are not sure anymore.
You two only talk on the phone and texting each other, but you haven't kissed him in days, and you missed it, but you got scared that he will leave you. You knew it will be hard. He is an actor and you are a script writer and a director which means both of you have a lot of work so sometimes it will be hard, but you never expected to be this hard. It's just feels like Sebastian isn't your boyfriend anymore.
You walked back with your dog to your shared apartment with Seb. You opened the door and take your shoes off. The puppy run in the living room happily and barking. You heard a giggle and you looked in the room seeing your boyfriend petting the puppy's belly. You screamed and ran to him. He stand up and you jumped on him an hugged him. You give him a long passionate kiss and then you kissed every part of his face. He giggled and you two failed on the couch you on top of him.
"I missed you beautiful" He said it sheepishly, and you kissed him once moorland hugged him again like you never want to let go of him. Your puppy jumped on your back and fall asleep both of you giggled at it. Then you asked him why is he home, when he should be on set. "I worked so hard they give me a few days so I can be with you" You never felt happier.
Seb and you enjoyed every moment together. Now you were cuddling on the couch watching something, but you didn't really pay attention to it, you rather watch your boyfriend beautiful face. He looked down at you. "Doll you are staring at me." You giggled and kissed his neck. You missed his scent, his lips, his hands, touching your skin. You want him.
You started to kiss his neck again but this time with more passion. He cleared his throat and tried to watch the movie. You reached his jawline and gently bite on it. He closes his eyes as his breath getting faster. "Doll I..." You cut him of by kissing him. You sit on his lap still kissing him. He grabbed your ass, and as you parted away from the kiss you bite down on his favourite spot. He moaned into your ear and tightened his grip. "Seb, I want you. Now."
"How needy" He giggled but he picked you up and take you to your bedroom.
You two were cuddles up in your bed and you never want to let him go. You missed him so much, and you had enough of this 'working and traveling'. You want him to be home more often, and be with you, but at the same time you don't want to be selfish. You are just lonely.
Like if Seb could hear your thoughts he kissed your temple and made you look at him. "I'll try to be home more. I know I was barely home, and I missed you so much." You looked deep in his eyes, and he smiled. "I love you, you know that right?" You nodded and kissed him with love.
You decided to make some sandwiches, because it's your and Seb thing. You two always made sandwiches together, and it was always really fun. Sometimes the result wasn't really tasty, but at least you two had a great time. You walked into the kitchen and put on some music, and get the ingredients. Sebastian hugged you from the back and kissed your neck which tickled you, and he giggled in your ears.
Then he decided to help you and cut up some veggies, and the bread. You two both danced in the kitchen and dancing. He always give you kisses and try to distract you. Then you 'dropped' something and decide to pay back, and you bent down to get the thing while Seb was behind you. You heard him groan, and you smiled to yourself proudly, but then you feel a hard slap on your ass.
He laughed and hugged you when you stand up. You give it to him and smiled. Then you buried your face in his neck and closed your eyes. Then you just remembered that this moment isn't gonna last long. In a few days he is gonna travel again and leave you for weeks. You feel like you can't handle it anymore. And it's not just about missing, him you are afraid of loosing him.
You didn't even realise the tears going down on your cheeks until you started sobbing, and Seb hugged you tighter. "Hey baby... Why are you crying? Please don't cry I hate seeing you crying." He caressed your cheek and you lean into his touch.
"I just really miss you. I don't know how long can I bear it. Seb I love you so so so much, and I am really scared of loosing you." You looked up at him with tears n your eyes. His heart broke seeing you like this. "Seb I don't want to be selfish, and I know you are an actor and you have to travel a lot but I miss you."
He hugged you so tight you can barely breath, but it felt so good. "(Y/N) I love you, and I would never leave you. Let me prove it to you." You looked at him confused and than he kneeled before you. "(Y/N), baby. I wanted to do this for a long time now, but I was scared what would you say, but now I can't wait any longer."
"I love you, and you are my everything. I can't live without you and you have no idea how much you helped me. You saved me and everything I reached in my life I can thank to you. You are the only one I love, and I will love. Please will you marry me?"
Your eyes teared up again, but this time, with happy tears. You nodded and he let out a sigh and stand up to kiss you. You kissed him back with so much love and passion. Then he buried his face in the crock of your neck just like you did before. "Thank you. God I love you so much.
