*1 year later*
Jess' POV
Wanna know something? Yeah, ummmm. Harry cheated on me so 3 months ago we got divorced.
Then last month Matthew just beat cancer. Yeah, Matthew had cancer. But he finally beat cancer's ass.
The last year has been terrible. The divorce and cancer. Me and Harry weren't even married for a fucking year!
As the memories flood my memory, i feel a warm tear run down my cheek.
I put my head in my hands and sob quietly. Well, i thought it was quiet...
I heard the door creek as Matthew walked over to my bed. Climbing next to me as he hugged me. I loved hugs from my little Matthew!
"It's okay, Mommy. I miss daddy, too", he whispered, continueing to hug me. I love how his little mind always knows what im doing and why im doing it.
"Im fine, hunny. I love you so much", I kissed him on the forehead.
The doorbell rang, as our heads shot up in unison. Me and Matthew walked downstairs. He ran ahead once we reached the last step.
I opened the door and it was...Harry.
He had flowers in his hands as he looked at his feet. My mouth hung open as i looked at Matthew with tears down his face.
"You piece of poop! You destroyed Mommy!", Matthew yelled run up to Harry and punching him as Harry chuckled.
"Your such a butt! You are the worst dad ever!", and that's when everything was silent except for Matthew's cries.
Harry bent down as he looked at Matthew. That's when i noticed Harry was crying, too.
"Am i really a bad father?", He asked.
"Of course you are. You never visited me in the hospital", Matthew spat. Damn he is sassy. Just like me.
"Hospital?", Harry looked at me.
"I had cancer, Harry", Matthew said.
"N-no. Im d-daddy", Harry stuttered.
"No. You were never there for me and mommy. Everyday mommy cried", I went inside on the couch as tears ran down my face, the door left open to hear the faint coversation.
"Please forgive me",I hear, a hand swiping down my back.
"Don't touch me. Matthew go upstairs. Now", i gritted my teeth. When i heard a door close upstairs i screamed. "Who the hell do you think you are showing up at MY house!? I fucking HATE you Harry! You RUINED EVERYTHING we had TOGETHER!! Get the FUCK out or else im CALLING the COPS!!!", i said as i kept punching his stomach.
"JESS?! PLEASE I JUST WANT MY SON!!!", he yelled.
"YOUR son!?!?!? Where were YOU when HE had CANCER!!!! NOWHERE!!",i yelled back.
Matthew must've picked up the phone and dialed the cops. I heard the sirens and everything.
That's when i realized, im in an ambulance. Harry at my side with Matthew in his lap.
"Harry get out", i gritted my teeth.
"What?", he asked confused.
"You cheating son of a bitch. You weren't there when he had fucking cancer now get out", i spat.
They looked at eachother like i was insane.
"Babe. You got out of the hospital yesturday from your dad. We were supposed to have the wedding yesturday? Then this morning you didn't have a pulse. Are you okay? Thank god your alive", Harry whispered, caressing my face.
"It was a dream?", I asked.
"I don't know what your talking about, but yes. It was a dream. He never had cancer and we were never married yet", Harry says.
I feel my eyes getting heavy as i can no longer breath. The paramedics get over as my vision starts to blur. I see Harry and Matthew start to cry. I close my eyes until i open them and feel a pair of lips on mine.
My last and finale kiss. I fade to the darkness, feeling myself drift away from everything in the world. I no longer feel my body as i can only feel myself smile. Looking from the clouds above, seeing Harry's lips on my dead body's. We are seperated. My son with my fiancé as we never got married, as im up in the clouds, along with almost everyone else.
I watch as they try to work my body and get me back alive, which can no longer happen as im up above already.
I watch as Harry holds Matthew tight as Matthew huddles against Harry and cries in his chest, Harry head on top of Matthew's, crying as well. Crying hard.
I try to speak to them but i no longer can. If i could i would say,"Dont cry for me. I will see you all someday. Please be careful. I love you so much and i will always be with you"
If i could cry i would, but i can't feel anything but the frown and smile that comes and goes.
I guess im just a memory to know be lost, as i will forever look over my almost husband and my son.
Goodbye to the world, as i explore new journey's in heaven.
Harry's POV
I watch as her eyes close and her color fade away. I quickly move Matthew and plant my lips on Jess', making sure i get to kiss her one last time.
I get pulled of a few minutes later as the paramedics try to get her back.
I sit with Matthew as he huddles into me, crying into my chest, screaming to have his mommy back as i cry, my chin on his head. I wrap him in my arms to make sure he doesn't leave me, also.
The paramedics get up as i look at them. The one with no hair shakes his head, as i drop on my knee's, Matt falling infront of me, as we look at the body being covered up.
"I love you", is all i say as i sit on the seat, unable to see Matthew from my tearing eyes, as all the tears come out.
"I love you, mommy. I will see you soon. This is only temporary. Goodbye, mommy", he says, his voice cracking at 'temporary'.
I feel so bad for Matt. He just lost his mother that meant the world to him.
She will be gone for a very long time, but one day, when the time is right for me and Matt, we will all be reunited again. Happy as could be in heaven.
I hold on to Matt as we both cry together.
"I love you, daddy", he whispers.
"I love you, too"
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I cried writing this chapter oh my god!! I get so emotional, which most people don't know about me.
So sad to say that this is the...LAST CHAPTER!!! Im so sorry, but this book sucked ass!
There WILL be a new book soon!! I will NOT be deleteing it, meaning it will stay up, but NO new chapters, sorry!!
I hope you all loved this book as if i cried at times, while writing this!
Bue my pineapples!!
Jess-Xx
