CHAPTER 1
Telling my mom and my first day of school
I was standing there thinking about my love...but suddenly my camp coach interrupted my dream.When I came home my mom was looking at me like her parents died or something,while she was bawling. I said "Hey mom...what's going on?"I said.My mom said "honey come sit down we need to talk." I walked over to the couch and i sat down in between my mother and father I said "am I in trouble because if I am what did I do?".My mom was hugging me and said "Amy we got a call from your doctor...she said that you visited her and she said that you are...pregnant." There was a long pause. I said "I'm so sorry mom...I need to tell you what happend...so I was at cheer camp and I when to go eat lunch and this really hot angel came up to me and he said hey...and then one thing lead to another and there I got pregnant.".Now I was crying and hugging her...my mom said "sweetie go up to your room and get some rest,I need to talk to your dad and your sister.". I walked up stairs and I flop down on my bed,"nothing can get any worse". I said while bawling my eye balls out. "Damn it I have school tomorrow...we'll let's hope I will have a good day.",while I'm wiping up my tears on my face..."I can't wait to see him <3". I walk in to the school door and every body is staring at me like I am a lost kitten. "Hey Madison, what's going on with people today!" I said going up to her locker while being like a drama queen, she said "why are you acting so weird Amy...you are acting like a..." There was a pause between use... "I need to get to class...you are so mean sometimes... And sometimes I wonder why I'm even YOUR friend!!" I said while I slammed my locker in Madison's face and walked away. I see him standing there and his face as soft as a baby's butt.We walked past each other while we were starring into each other's eyes. And then I turned around and he went to another cheerleader and started making out with her...I'm so Mad. "Damn him and damn this baby in me, he made this baby and I don't want his baby." I said mumbling to myself while walking into the class room mad and upset, I started to tear up but then I got myself together. When I got home from school my mom was so happy it looks like she is about to pee herself, "mom?...are you ok...cuz you look like you just drank like 10 red bulls?" I said, "I'm so happy because your dad is going to take us on a family trip to California!!!!!!!!!" She was coming towards me with her eyes wide open...I was scared. 5 minutes later my mom was fine,she came over to me And said "honey I'm sorry that you have a baby inside of you but honey when you get older you can tell your baby that he or she was a mistake...just like you." "Mom, I was a mistake...I didn't know that...tell me how I was a mistake!?!?!." Well..." She said pouring a glass of wine,swallowed then she said "Me and your dad went to Ireland for are honeymoon,we got drunk....and then I woke up are hotel was trashed with bottles of beer and something you don't want to know sweetie ;-)." She said while laughing..."ewwwwwww mom you are so gross...we'll I'm going up to my room.... Oh yea mom I forgot to tell you I went to the nurse today because meat was in my face because of Madison...." "Does she know yet?" She said putting the wine away... "No not yet...we'll I'm going to my room and laying down..." I said. I was walking to my room and the world started to spin and I was getting dizzy and light headed... I flopped on my bed and i went to get a drink from my night stand and I went to go drink it, the water fell and I pasted out...