Inside My Head

Emotions

you want to know what I hate sometimes? emotions, they either eat you alive or shower you with the great. right now, I lie between both. I had an awesome day today, until I seen on of my friends Instagram posts captioned "People's feelings are precious. They aren't toys, don't play with them."
The minute I read that I started sobbing, because me and that friend aren't very close anymore and it's to blame me for that. She told me things about her past that she was petrified to tell anyone else about, and she trusted me with them; and then I played a cruel 'prank' on her. When in reality, it was something that hurt her a lot. But when she did something cruel to me in the back, I completely hated it. I'm trying to fix up my act, but it's hard to change your entire personality in short time. I want to reach out to this friend again (we've only had small talk recently), but I don't even know if I'm ready. What if I mess up again? I've heard of second chances, but I hear three is a crowd.