Realization

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Damn like the whole school is at this party. Once I saw the alcohol I ran towards it. I've never had alcohol beverages and I want to know what it taste like, plus Sowon never lets me drink and I'm not a minor anymore so why does it matter? I was about the chug the bottle but Yerin grabbed it right outta my hand!
"Yah!"
"You're to young to drink"
"No I'm not! I'm 19! I'm no longer a minor! Now give it back!"
"No!"
"You won't stop me!" I grabbed two bottles of beer and ran to the bathroom and locked it.
"SinB open the door!"
"Never!" I began chugging both the bottles. Since it's my first time drinking of course I'm gonna be sensitive towards the alcohol. Before I even got to the second bottle I was drunk. I opened the door after I finished both bottles.
"Well...hey there" I stumbled into Yerins arms.
"I told you not to drink!"
"Hey...I'm sorry?"
"You need to go home"
"But I just got here...just another hour? The party is just getting started"
"Too bad you're not gonna be here for the party"
"You can't control me" I ran away over to Sowon while Yerin chased me. I hid behind Sowons back.
"Help Sowon! She's being mean!"
"Are you drunk!?" She turned around and faced me.
"Yeah she's drunk" Yerin grabbed me away from Sowon.
"Who do you think you are!? Touching SinB without permission?"
" and who are you?" I watched them argue.
"Did you let her drink!?" Sowon grabbed her by her shirt.
"No I told her not to!"
"SinB you're in big trouble when we get home!"
"You live with her?"
"Yeah, is that a problem?"
"No...I'll take her home"
"No it's fine I will"
"Ok..."
"I'm never going home!"
"I'll go get her" Yerin chased me as I ran out to the backyard where people were jumping into the pool.
"SinB!"
"Catch me if you can!"
"If you don't-" I suddenly felt her body touching mine, she was back hugging me so I couldn't get away.
"Wow you're so warm"
"Wh-what?"
"Woo lets party!"
"We're going home" she dragged me back over to Sowon and had her send me home.
"SinB I told you not to drink!"
"Why don't I ever get to do what I want!?"
"Go to bed! You're so shameless!" That night I cried myself to sleep, I wasn't crying because of Sowon! I was just being stupid because I was drunk. All I did was sleep through the whole weekend. I don't want to go back to school. I got dressed and walked to schoool today, I got there 30 minutes early so I just sat in class and talked to Yerin.
"How was your hangover?"
"I really don't want to talk about it"
"That's fine, do you wanna hangout after school?" I can't believe it's the second week of school.
"I thought you weren't my friend? Why do you keep wanting to hangout with me?"
"I enjoy your company, you are fun to be around"
"Did Yennie just say something nice to me?" I squeezed her cheeks.
"Stop it B"
"Awww" I pouted.
"Yes or no?"
"I would love to hangout with you...but...I'm busy later, maybe next time?"
"...Sure"
"Sorry, I promised Sowon I would go shopping with her"
"Oh...Sowon" she mumbled.

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2 weeks later:
Me and Yerin have been hanging out now for 3 weeks, she's really fun. I, SinB, have realized that I have fallen in love with Yerin I just don't think I can tell her, plus I think she has a boyfriend, she's always hanging out with some guy, they even go to lunch after school often. Well what's the harm in telling her how I feel? Oh wait, I'm only here to do my job, nothing else. I cannot fall in love.
"Hey B"
"H-hey...Yerin"
"Did you do the homework last night"
"Yeah why?"
"Can I copy off yours? I was hanging out with a friend last night and I didn't get the chance to do it"
"Yeah whatever" friend my ass!
"Pardon?"
"Nothing"
"So can I?"
"Sure..."
"Thanks"
"Can we go to lunch after school today?"
"No sorry I have plans"
"Doing what?"
"Um...a project"
"Oh" her phone lit up to a text message, of course I looked!
New message from Heo:
Hey wanna go to dinner or lunch after school?"
Yn: sure, lets go to lunch.
Oh so she's gonna go to lunch with him but not me!?
"I thought you can't go to lunch...don't you have a project to do?"
"What?"
"Whatever, don't lie to me" I grabbed my bag and left the classroom.
"SinB get back here! Where do you think you're going!?" The professors voice faded as I kept walking. Should I attend my other classes? Maybe I'll just go to lunch? Maybe I can just switch my seats? Yeah I'll do that, I can't afford skipping classes and missing information about Yerin, it's my job, I have to.
Incoming call from Umji:
"Yeah?"
"SinB, I need help"
"With what?"
"Starting a conversation with Yuju"
"You haven't even talked to her yet!?"
"No..."
"I'll see what I can do, find me at lunch"
"Thanks, I really appreciate it"
"Yeah yeah whatever"
She hung up right when the bell rang, in a matter of seconds, the halls were filling up with students. There's Heo, Yerins boyfriend, well it seems like that. He suddenly smiled so I tracked where his eyes were, there was Yerin. Once the hallway cleared a little they ran up to each other and hugged, kinda like in the movies.
"Hey Heo"
"Hey! We still on for lunch?"
"Of course, I'll pay since you paid yesterday"
"Ok sounds great, see you soon" oh so she can go with him yesterday and not go with me today but go with him today when she went with him yesterday!? She noticed me staring at her and just stood still.
"SinB I thought you-"
"You...bitch" a tear rolled down my cheek onto the floor. I turned around to walk away but once again she grabbed my wrist and turned me around.
"Why are you crying?"
"You lied to me..." I slapped her and walked away. I skipped my other 2 classes and came back at lunch.
"SinB! Unnie!" Umji waved her hands in the air.
"Yah! Umji what did I say about calling me unnie!? It makes me feel old!"
"Sorry" she gave me her sweet innocent smile.
"How can I stay mad at you?"
"You can't, anyways how are you gonna help me?"
"Well...you're gonna go sit with her and start a conversation. Don't worry I'll be with you the whole time" even though it will be awkward because Yerin will be around I have to do this.
"Shall we go?" I linked my arms with Umji and walked towards the table they always sit at.
"H-hey...Yuju"
"Hm? Oh Umji right?"
"Yes..." me and Umji sat down while Eunha and Yerin stared at us in confusion.
"Do you need something?"
"Well uh..." It's so fun to see Umji get nervous, especially when she blushes.
"Yes?"
"Well I-"
"She was hoping to get your phone number" I interrupted.
"P-pardon?" She coughed.
"Your.phone.number"
"W-why?"
"Because we're throwing a party at our house next week and-" I suddenly felt my body being lifted up from my seat. Holy shit, Sowon grabbed the back of my shirt and is now lifting me up!
"My my, did I hear my little SinB say something about a party?" Oh no, this is embarrassing, Yerin is watching!
"N-no"
"Are you lying to me?"
"No I-"
"Me and SinB decided to throw a party"
"Oh, okay cool" she sat down next to Eunha.
"Here's my number" Yuju gave Umji her phone back. Wait when did she even get her phone?
"Hi Yerin" oh great Heo is here now.
"Hey!" My jealousy is taking over!
"I have to go-"
"Sit your ass down SinB" Sowon slammed her hand on he table.
"Shouldn't you not be cursing in front of other people?"
"Eh doesn't matter, I live on the edge"
"Sure you do"
"Yah! SinB what did I tell you about not eating!? If you don't eat you're gonna end up like last time!"
"Y-you...bitch! Do you fucking tell everyone about my personal life!? My problems!?" I ran away to the bathroom.
"S-SinB I didn't mean to! Come back!"

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