Confession

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Yerins pov:
Finally, my last class of the day. I'm glad it's my last class of the day but it's seems like something is missing...oh right, SinB. About 20 minutes after the bell rang she came in and walked straight to the professor. She had a bandage on her head and a swollen lip with a little blood on it. Suddenly they stopped whispering and spoke out loud like they didn't care the whole class was watching and listening.
"And what will your parents think of this?"
"I don't know, ask them...if you can find them..."
"What makes you think it's alright to beat a guy up over a girl?"
"My heart"
"You're so selfish! So shameless! It breaks my heart to see you do such a thing!"
"My heart already is breaking"
"I don't care! I can't believe they're only suspending you for three days! Get out of my classroom now! I'll see you on Friday!" The professor sat down and SinB left the room.
New message from Heo:
Hey I don't think I can make it to lunch, sorry
Yn: why not? Something wrong?
Heo: some girl beat me up, what a bitch right? She's only getting suspended for 3 days too! >:(
Yn: what did she look like? What's her name?
Heo: she had long brown hair, she is a little taller than you, brown eyes, and black shoes. Also I think her name started with an S, I'm not really sure
Yn: SinB
Heo: what?
Yn: it's SinB, the girl is SinB, my friend
Heo: that bitch is your friend? How could you be friends with such a cold girl?
Yn: you just have to get to know her, I gotta go, talk to you later! :(
Heo: bye :(
"Yerin? On your phone?"
"Sorry m'am" after class I searched for Sowon and finally found her walking with Umji.
"Sowon!"
"Oh great, yes?"
"I need to talk to SinB, can you please let me come over?"
"Why? So she can cry herself asleep again because of you? No thanks, I'm not trying to deal with that again!"
"What?"
"Nothing, she's busy sorry!" She grabbed Umjis hand and ran off.
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SinBs pov:
Friday:
The three days I didn't go to school I literally laid on my bed and stared at the ceiling, the whole time. I did go downstairs a couple times for food, what's life without food? I can't believe it's already time to go back. This morning when I went downstairs I almost freaked out, I forgot we're having a party tonight and Umji and Sowon were doing the decorations.
"Yah! SinB you need to help!"
"Why?"
"Because you're gonna be attending the party too!"
"No I'm not, I'll be staying in my room"
"Aw you're no fun!"
"Whatever gotta get to school, you coming?"
"No, me and Umji have to finish setting everything up"
"K, see you later"
"Bye" I took Sowons keys and drove the car to school. Shit, I forgot about Yerin. What if she knows I beat up her friend? When I was about to walk through the classroom door I stopped when I saw Yerin. I placed my hand on my chest and took a deep breathe.
"Hey jerk!" A man threw a piece of crumbled up paper at me on my way to my seat.
"Bitch!" The man in front of Yerin aka Yura's boyfriend turned around.
"Do you have a problem?" I stood up. Great I'm making a fool of myself in front of Yerin.
"Yes I do. You can't just go around beating the shit out of people! You think you're tough!? You made a poor man cry! He didn't even do anything!"
"Yes he did! He's a thief!"
"Oh yeah!? And you're a bully!"
"No I'm not!" I flipped my desk over and ran to the bathroom.
"Hey, its you again"
"Ch-chun-wayoung?"
"Oh you're scared this time"
"No!"
"Hm, then I'll just have to make you scared"
"What?"
"I'm about to teach you a lesson...get her girls" Wei-kyung grabbed the back of my head and pushed me over to the wall.
"Skank!" Chae-lee dug her nails into my arms deep enough for a little blood to come out.
"You can do better than that girls" Chun-wayoung kicked me in both my shins making me fall to the floor. I leaned my body against the wall while they repeatedly kicked and punched me, they also threw my head back a couple times making it slam into the brick wall.
"You're worthless!"
"Yeah, nothing but a little girl!" Wei-kyung kicked me in the private. I tried not to cry from the pain and torment but I couldn't hold back, my tears were flowing. Chae-lee was about ready to kick me in the chest but they all stopped when they heard the door open.
"Who do you think you are?!"
"She's the bully-"
"I don't give a fuck who she is!" Wow, I've never seen Yerin curse, I've never seen her so furious, I've always only seen the happy side of her...not this side. To be honest, I didn't even think she had this kind of side.
"W-we really didn't mean-"
"Get out now! Before you regret it!"
"Y-yes unnie!" They bowed and hurriedly walked out the door.
"Poor SinB, here let me help you" she tried to get me to my feet.
"Don't touch me! I can handle myself! I don't need your help! I don't need you at all! I don't need anyone!" I stood up and limped out the door.
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Party:
"Yah! SinB come on and enjoy the party"
"No! I'm staying in my room! Go talk to the guest" she went back downstairs. Damn does the music really have to be that loud? I can't even hear my own thoughts! I went downstairs and struggled to get to the kitchen. The crowd is crazy, I think they're all drunk.
"SinB I'm glad to see that you decided to join"
"Umji, I'm only here to get some water"
"Well Yerin is over there looking lonely, Sowon even made the 3 guest rooms into sex rooms" she winked.
"Ew! Nasty! What are you a 13 year old boy? You're to young, go party" I shooed her away. I chugged my glass of water and went back up stairs. Dang, I can't sleep with the music blaring in my ears.
"SinB...can we talk?" I suddenly heard a familiar soothing voice.
"Leave me alone!"
"No! I'm trying to be the bigger person! The mature person! Open the door!"
"Never!"
"Then I'm coming in!" Hah the door is locked, she can't even...shit I forgot to lock it!
"SinB talk to me"
"Nothing to talk about"
"Why won't you tell me? Why won't you let me help you?"
"I don't need help"
"SinB...there is a void...there was a void...in my heart, my soul...you filled that void and with you gone again, that void is back, no one has ever been able to fill my void, there is something special about you and I don't....I don't want to lose that...I don't want to lose you...so I am here begging you...please tell me what's wrong so I can fix it...please stay with me, where's the happy joyful SinB I know? People just don't realize how funny and goofy and joyful you are because you have a cold facade. Only I know the true SinB and I...I love that SinB. Here I am confessing how I feel while you pity yourself. Do you know how much courage it took me to confess to you? You're my first crush..."
"What about Heo?"
"What about him? Why did you hit him?"
"Because he's a thief"
"How? What did he steal?"
"Your heart...he stole your heart...from me" I hung my head low.
"Heo is my childhood friend...there's nothing between us, I haven't seen him for 2 years so that's why I've been spending a lot of time with him...my heart belongs to you and you only"
"Sure doesn't seem like it"
"SinB..." she cupped my face and leaned in closer.
"Please..." her lips were inches away from mine so I pushed her away.
"Leave me alone! Get out!" She ran away crying, of course I felt bad...of course I wanted to confess too...but I can't this, this is only temporary. I'm here for work.

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