please do not take any offence by the next chapter in regards to the mental illnesses... its purely for the purpose of the book.
thank you Kayla for the amazing edit it looks soo good!!
jess's pov))
" OK well i am sorry for the bad news but Ethan has been diagnosed with 2 types of mental disorders, they are dissociation identity disorder, as well as severe psychopathology. not only that but it seems as if someone is trying to control Ethan from the inside of his brain. which can be caused by, spiritual possession, a drug induced psychosis, a possible micro-chip, or resurrection.
Oh no. oooooh no no no. this can't be happening, seriously its like every time i try do something right everything else goes wrong. now Ethan is fucking insane and has multiple personality disorder... great just fucking great. ugh why!
"h-how can you cure it?" i squeak out trying not to cry
" well uh. it mainly depends on the severty of the situation but at this rate it may take up to 6 months to get any better. i am truly sorry about this ma'am."
i cant hold it in anymore as i start to cry, hot tears falling from my eyes
" look ma'am i am deeply sorry about this, and i can see you are quite traumatized by this event.... and that is why i am willing to try a new method out with Ethan if that is okay with you? its just you would have to be involved in it. it will speed up the process drastically"
"what d-do i have to do" i stop the tears and prepare to listen
"well i have not tried this yet.. and i am a bit skeptical of this.. but to start off we need you to be locked in a room with him for 4 days while he is chained up so he can used to you. because by the looks of it you are someone important to him. but he can't do anything but be mad in his current state."
"ok! i'll do it. whatever it takes" i soon as the words left my mouth i wanted to retract them. Ethan clearly does not care for me anymore, but i guess i owe him this since its my fault he is here.
"well we can get started tonight if that is what you would like. its 6:00 so he will have dinner in 10 mins you could join him? but you will have to inform grayson about this so i will give you just a sec while we set up."
"OK thanks"
i walked outside to go find grayson to see him pacing back and forth murmuring 'its all my fault'.
"hey gray.. gray calm down its not your fault if anything its mine... thats why... the doctor said it would help Ethan to regain sanity quicker if i where to stay with him for 4 days to try get him to adjust to me."
"1. its not your fault. 2. why would you want to be locked in a room alone with someone who tried to kill you.! are your sure about this Jess what if he tries to hurt you.?"
"grayson im sure! this is going to help him. he will get better i promise. listen i have to go to get ready but i will see you soon. goodbye gray"
"bye jess. dont let him hurt you"
i waved him goodbye, and began to walk back to the rooms. i walk in to see 2 nurses one with a food trollie and one with new clothes.
"hi you must be jess, um i was instructed that you need to change out of your dirty clothes before entering his room." a nurse with red hair said shaking my hand
" oh of course, ill go change" i said grabbing the pile from her. it was a white short shirt with blue tiny dots and well as long pants same pattern.
i walk out in these uncomfortable clothes and walked up to the white door to enter the room. it sides open to reveal Ethan strapped to a bed with chains and a plate of food in-front of him, he has his head down low with a smirk.
" i heard you gotta sleep in here with me tonight...hmmm my LUCKY day! they just brought in the daily slop of shit yours is on the bed over there." he says moving his head gesturing to the right of him.
i look over to see a white bed with white sheets, with some mashed potatoes and pea soup all shushed together . thats just not right. that is just fuckin gross. i walk over to the bed pick u the tray of food and sit down with it on my lap. i could feel his eyes on me the whole way. but i couldn't tell the emotion hatred, fear, anger, and a bit of something else i couldn't put my finger on it. i pick up the spoon and push the food around. disgusting. i look up to meet his eyes glaring a deadly glare.
" you repulse me Jessica, just the look on your face! i hate it! you think your all high and mighty. look at me im an elemental. well guess what! i am still an alpha! it does not matter what you are you bow down to ME!" he shouts heavily breathing, looking outraged i dont even know what i did.
" i dont really care... about what you think of me. about what you think of yourself. i honestly dont give a shit Ethan. your words have no effect on me, the way you scared me, the fact you almost killed me! i dont give a fuck what you think. because i dont care about you." OK well that was slightly a lie. but i can't tell him that. he is insane and i cant show weakness or he will pick at it like a bird to dead meat.
after i finished talking he just stared, emotionless not even a glare, he pushed the wheeled tray table away and looked at the ceiling. god don't get butt hurt bup.
i got up and walked to the door to tell doctors they could leave and that we where going to sleep. they finally left after much debate, i turned around switched off the light and quickly headed to the bed, i usually run across the room and jump to the bed so the shit under there doesn't grab my feet.
i got back to bed and lay under the blankets looking away from Ethan. he kept moving around and the chains were making noises. even when he is asleep he is annoying. i look over about to tell him to shutthefuckup to see him almost falling off the bed leaning towards me as the chains try to restrain him. his eyes bright red and his teeth sharp. i mean you could say i was a bit scared. i stared back at him flashing my eyes back at him snarling, he begins thrashing around trying to break his hands free.
"what got up your ass! i was about to go to sleep!" i yell
" well this is my only opportunity to try kill you without someone seeing isn't it, ya know since no one is here and the room is sound proof, it would be easy" he yells back
" if you kill me you die of depression, so i go down you go with me bitch.! now good night do not talk and i would prefer you not try kill me. thanks"
" i dont care if i die, your a threat! i might see you tomorrow. that is if you wake up"
i roll my eyes and lie back down away from him it was silence. and i could feel his eyes burning in my back. until i hear him snore.
" not to long till your with us hey Jessie?" the voice came from Ethan, but it wasnt his voice.
i didn't sleep a wink
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Dangerous Alpha // E.D
Hombres Lobo⚠Mature Content⚠ " you can't tell me what to do Ethan your not my dad!" "I may not be your father but i am your mate, and trust me you'll be calling me daddy soon." he smirked.