The Fire In Me

Thanks to you

I watched you fall

And I watched you cry

I watched you slowly waste away

And everyday, I became more and more afraid

Of what would become of me

When I looked at you

I didnt see you as a strong, independent woman

I saw you as a weak minded girl

That was blinded by a love that only existed in your head

And everyday that I saw you

I would wish to never be like you

I never wanted to have to put on a show like everything was okay

I didn't want to have to lie and make its seem like I was strong, when I wasn't

Thanks to you

I have no heart

No trust

No symapthy

Thanks to you

I despise love

And feelings

And emotions

Thanks to you

I have a hole that may never be filled inside of me

Thanks to you

I've become who I am

A person that will one day

Waste away

Without taking a chance

Thanks to you

I shall not live life

But I shall live fear