Childhood Bestfriends || h.s & c.g

Chapter 22

•ELEANOR•

It's already 4:00pm. yeah, time's fast. we are still on our MacBook Air laptops and i noticed that Kae kept searching about break ups and what the other person feels.

"Kae, are you ok?" i asked her because she looks worried.

"Actually no" her face turned into a frown and it's like she's going to cry.

"I'm worrying about Harry, i don't know what he's doing right now and if he miss me or if he's kissing other girls again" she continued and i pulled her into a hug

She rested her head on the crook of my neck or on my shoulder and hugged me back.

She starts crying and worrying about Harry.

"Shhh, it's gonna be ok. one day, you will get to talk to him ok?" i said and patted her back while she's still crying on my shoulder.

She nods and pulled away.

"S-sorry i soaked your Shirt with my tears" she said and wiped her tears

"It's fine" i said and we smiled at eachother.

"Do you want something?" i asked her.

"No, i'm fine" she said and smiled at me.

Im happy that she still smiles.

"Im going back to my laptop and do things" she said and laid down beside me and got back to her laptop. same as me

I looked at what she's doing without moving my head and just my eyes.

This is what i saw ↓↓

'What i feel today.

Today is not really a good day for me. I knew that my boyfriend, well ex-boyfriend actually, Harry, was kissing another girl. He broke my heart. He hurted me. I love him so much. He is a part of my life.

I felt incomplete if he's not here. i feel shattered. When i was not his Girlfriend, i felt that im incomplete and there's one thing that will complete me. Then when we were already a couple, i felt completed. I knew that he is the one i need. The one i need to complete me.

But now, i am incomplete again. He's not with me, not by my side to be with me in everywhere i go. I don't talk to him, text him, or call him. i am too scared that he wont answer. But it is also somehow his fault.

I started crying and the good thing is that, Liam my friend, and El my bestfriend is there for me. I am really thankful i have them because if not, i don't know where i am right now. i dont know where i am going, where i will sleep. Im happy that Liam let me live in his house and that El came with me.'

I felt tears build up in my eyes. i feel really bad for Kae. i know she loved Harry with her Heart.

She always talk about how sweet he is and how much she loves him.

But now, i see her cry instead of Laughing, frown instead of Smile and tensed up instead of relaxed.

She's not yet done writing what she is feeling

'I just want to relax but i can't. Harry always fill up my mind. i can't stop thinking of him, i can't stop thinking of our happy moments.

I just want to run to him right now, i want to hug him and feel his warmth again and i just want to kiss him again. I want to hear him say I Love You to me.

I miss him right now, i miss him so much, i miss his Eyes, his smile, his laugh, his everything, i miss Harry. I miss him because i love him ~-~. But now, we are not a couple anymore. i want to call him and want to say that i want him back but i'm scared. he might not want me back'