perfect (illusion)

perfect

"A love so deep, nothing else like it

Scars go deep, but they can't find it

Flame so bright make the daylight look dark"

Mark smiled after reading the words written on the small paper and turned around to look at his boyfriend who was sitting a few desks back. he made a small heart with his fingers and chuckled silently at the red haired's cute blushing face before turning back and ripping a piece of paper from his own notebook just to write down the continues lyrics of the song.

"Cross my heart, that I'll die for you

Cross my heart, that I'll always keep you

Cross my heart like a bitter sweet tattoo"

He folded the paper and poked his friend to pass the note to the back. jaemin rolled his eyes but took the paper anyway and passed it to renjun who passed it to jisung who passed it to koeun who finally passed it to donghyuck.

Mark watched his boyfriend's sweet smile while reading the paper then sent a flirty wink at him when he looked up, which made the red haired one get all blushy and giggly but he still blew a kiss back at him.

"You two make me want to puke all over this table" jaemin mumbled before laying his face on the table, about to fall asleep in the boring math class.

Mark just chuckled silently again and hit on jaemin's head jokingly "oh shut up you love us"

"Unfortunately I do" jaemin said quietly but mark still heard it. And weirdly donghyuck heard it too even though he was sitting three desks behind him.

He just thought jaemin talked too loudly or maybe his hearing ability got stronger who knows? He didn't think about it a lot even though it was something weird to happen. Cause hey, weird things happen all the time don't they? It wasn't something new anyway...

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"So here's my body that I'm giving to us

Here's my arms that'll hold us up

Here's my life dedicated to love

I'll try to give you everything you deserve"

It was funny how donghyuck could hear the song playing in his mind while he was reading the small paper that mark put in his backpack's zippered part secretly this morning. But on the other hand he was hearing songs playing in the middle of the night too so it wasn't something new. It was like, god was playing their, his and mark's, favorite songs in heaven and making it loud so donghyuck could hear it too. He knew it was stupid to think about it like that. Maybe one of their neighbors liked the same songs they loved and they were playing it a little bit too loud at three or four am. Or maybe he loved those songs so much that he was hearing them even though no one was playing them. Either way he loved the idea of someone up in there is playing songs for him more than the reality.

"And I can't promise that it's gonna be fine

But here I am if you're ready to try

Here's my tears when you tell me those words

Here's my life, for better or worse"

He wrote back the continues lyrics to another paper, sneaked into the empty hallway, opened mark's locker that its password was the date they first met and placed the paper at the top of his chemistry book. Then he smiled when he thought about the sweet smile that will be on mark's face when he reads his note and walked towards the main door of the school. Right when he opened the door to get out the rain started with small drops and he smiled knowingly before taking out his small umbrella from his backpack. He never had been good at guessing the weather till now but something inside him told him to take his umbrella with him today and he was glad that he listened to that something. He opened his umbrella and started walking out of the school gates when he felt a hand on his shoulder.