Confessions

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~Y/N's POV~

It's been a couple of days since I spent the night on Oli's bus, I left early morning before any of the guys came back from the party, outside there where passed out people and rubbish everywhere sprawled out on the ground, I walk to my bus and grab Flynn's air horn he uses to wake us up if needed and walked back outside, I look around at all the people taking a photo and then I raise the air horn in the air and press it, it was really loud and heaps of people got up instantly rubbing their heads.

"Turn that shit off!" Someone yells at me, I stop the noise and walk back inside laughing, I put the horn back where I found it and start to throw empty bottles, cups and rubbish in general in the bin. I finished cleaning and kicking people out of the bus an hour later, most of the people outside have left to go to their own bus.

So now my band and I are out on stage performing again, no one other than Oli and I know that I spent the night at his and I want to keep it that way, Jace and Kat has been asking me if I talked to Oli during the party, I just said that he was too busy sucking face to talk.

"Thank you, everyone!" Jace says into the mic when we finish our last song, the crowd cheers and I stand up walking backstage waving to the crowd half-heartedly.

"You okay Y/N? Ever since the party, you haven't been yourself?" Flynn asks me, I smile slightly.

"Yeah I'm fine, just haven't been getting enough sleep," I reply, which isn't entirely false since that creep tried to rape me my nightmares have been getting worse, I don't know how no one wakes up from me crying but they don't. I guess which is good, I hate talking about my feelings and all that chick-flit shit.

"I'm gonna go for a walk," I say walking away, I know I need to talk to someone so I'm going to find one of the only people that I trust and won't laugh at me. On the way to Jack's bus, a few fans walk up to me wanting to talk and get photos.

"Sorry, I'm a bit busy right now, I'll make it up to you I swear," I smile slightly to the fans that look disappointed. Once I get to ATL's bus I knock on the door, Zack is the one to open it.

"Hey Y/N, what's up?" He asks I put on a fake smile.

"Not much, what about yourself?" I ask.

"Yeah same, just about to walk around and watch a few shows," he replies, I nod awkwardly.

"Cool, cool... so is Jack here?" I ask Zack nods letting me walk inside.

"He's just in the bathroom at the moment, I'll tell him you're here," Zack says.

"No, don't do that, it's cool I can wait," I reply grabbing his arm, Zack nods again.

"Okay, if you say so, Rian, Alex speed up and let's go!" He yells to them turning away from me, I let go of him and sit on the kitchen bench.

"Oh hey Y/N, what are you doing here?" Alex asks me confused.

"I just need to talk to Jack, that's all," I reply, Alex smiles and winks.

"Ooh, okay," he says, I punch his arm playfully.

"Not that way, Gaskarth, that's your job," I say.

"Damn straight," he replies.

"I feel like straight isn't the right term to use in the situation," I state laughing, Alex laughs too.

"Damn gay," he corrects himself.

"Much better," I chuckle.

"Well yeah, gotta go, see you soon Y/N," Alex says hugging me, I hug back quickly before he, Zack and Rian walk out of the bus. I sit by myself for about another five minutes before Jack walks out of the bathroom with only a towel around his waist.

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