1. Theres someone out there who loves you.
2. Kittens.
3. Puppies.
4. There was never, isn't, and will never be, someone exactly like you.
5. Sunrises and sunsets.
6. The feeling of sitting on a dock and dipping your toes in the water.
7. Long roadtrips with the windows down.
8. Any future kids you may have.
9. The changes you have made in the world.
10. The changes you are currently making in the world.
11. The changes you will make in the world.
12. There are people who can help.
13. You have all the time in the world to be dead.
14. But only a short time to be alive.
15. The smell of crisp Autumn air.
16. Fireplaces.
17. Learning new things everyday.
18. Teaching people new things everyday.
19. A child has/does/will look up to you.
20. How would your five year old self respond to learning you were planning on killing yourself.
21. Uncontrollable laughter.
22. So you can say you survived.
23. So you can give advice to people who are going through the same thing.
24. The world is so big, theres so much you haven't explored.
25. The sound and smell of woodwick candles.
26. New inventions.
27. Old inventions/Antiques.
28. Your pet would miss you.
29. Your first apartment/house.
30. Decorating said home, (or current home).
31. Painting, drawing, art.
32. ^ Even if you suck at it ^
33. Fooling around.
34. Dreams.
35. Sweet elderly people.
36. Volunteering.
37. Doing good.
38. The aquarium.
39. The zoo.
40. The circus.
41. Watching T.V. shows or reading books from your childhood.
42. Reminiscing.
43. Nature T.V. shows
44. The feeling of an air condutioner on your skin.
45. Finding the one, they're out there somewhere...
46. Someone out there is wanting to meet someone like you.
47. Looking at the moon, and knowing. aomeone else out there is looking at it too.
48. Poetry.
49. Books you cant put down.
50. Really good movies.
51. Watching your scars fade.
52. Having a breakthrough with your therapist.
53. Hospital socks, they're the best.
54. Meditation, finding that complete peace.
55. Working out, feeling the sweat drip down your forehead, cheering "Good Job!"
56. Baby laughter.
57. Essential Oils.
58. Soft fabric.
59. Your'e beautiful.
60. The night before a trip/holiday.
61. Looking back on these days as an elderly person.
62. Going to college.
63. Getting a job.
64. Joining a carrer.
65. Giving gifts.
66. Memes.
67. Internet friends.
68. Real life friends.
69. Family.
70. ^ Even cranky great aunt Gertrude.
71. Internet family??
72. Cringing at bad jokes.
74. Watching fail compilations
75. Watching the "I smell like beef" video, over and over again.
76. Learning the world is beautiful.
77. Seeing new technology.
78. Creating new relationships.
79. Creating new relationships... With animals!
80. Sleeping on a gross, uncomfortable couch, then sleeping in a bed.
81. Getting a well deserved nights rest.
82. She feeling of groggyness, not wanting to get out of bed.
83. Going to the chiropractor.
84. Getting your teeth cleaned at the dentist.
85. Getting your health taken care of.
86. Getting your mental health taken care of.
87. Sleeping in.
88. Finding religion (if you want to)
89. Good food.
90. Waterparks.
91. Roller coasters.
92. Songs you can relate to.
93. Seeing a Double rainbow... Triple rainbow?... Quadruple rainbow?!
94. Walking on snow, gravel, or crunchy leaves.
95. Videogames.
96. Dippin Dots.
97. Finally seeing that you're worth it.
98. Learning to love yourself.
99. Learning to be happy.
100. I love you.
If you need anyone to talk to, here are some resources:
Me; through Wattpad
A parent
A sibling
Another family member
A close friend
Your doctor
Your therapist
A teacher
A school counsler
Suicide Hotline:
1-800-273-8255
If you're in desperate need of help, go to your local emergency room, they will get you the help you need.
I love you. Please stay alive. I've been where you are, and am currently there. Please stay.
