The Talla

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Dear Cyndia,

How are you doing? 

It's been a while since we last saw each other. I feel like as each day passes, my heart breaks a little. For if only I was there, all this would never have happened.

I miss you.

You're the greatest friend one could ever ask for. All those times we had standing by the porch to count how many cars pass by. The moments like that time we "accidentally" shot Paul with my slingshot  and got in trouble for ruining his "naturally beautiful" face. Those were good times. In fact, the only moments I have ever enjoyed my life was with you. Too bad we couldn't relive those days.

I just wish that someday, if God is willing, I would see your face again. Caress that long brown hair of yours and watch your Cerulean eyes glitter in the sunset.

Too bad all that would all be amiss.

If only I had been there at Joshua's party. You never would have went home with Damon that night. If only I had left my desk for once and went out into the world. This never would have happened. Your DEATH was the effect of my foolish actions.

I am so sorry, I just wish you could forgive me. I was so naive and caught up that I forgot about the one thing that mattered to me the most: You.

I miss you Cyndia more than a child that longs for it's teddy bear. I can't bear the fact that I'll have to journey this life without you in it. I want to go with you but I know you wouldn't want me to. 

It hurts. Not having you around makes me feel empty like as if something was voided in my heart that I might never be able to fill. 

And what's worse?

I'm left to do our first adventure together alone. Well, not technically since Paul is coming with me but the fact that you're not here makes me uneasy.

Someday Cyndia, I'll be there with you. I just hope it would come sooner. My death would be all I would wait for, because in this world, there's nothing left for me to accomplish. 

I only wanted to become who I am right now because of you.

With love,

Your dearest friend,

Crest