Hurt Inside

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Taehyung's P.O.V

I still remember the day before Lisa's best friends passed away.Jisoo,Jennie and Rosé met me outside school to talk to me about Lisa."Why do you guys want to talk about Lisa?Did she do something wrong?" I asked them.Jisoo shook her head."No,she has always been a great friend to all of us.So we just want you to promise us one thing." I was confused so I asked "What is it?" Jennie answered "Will you take care of our friend Lisa after we are gone?" I was so shocked."Hey,why is this sound so emotional?But I promise you to take care of her." Rosé smiled and said "I don't know either.But thank you so much,Taehyung.We know how much you mean to Lisa." And right now I'm taking care of Lisa just like I promised to them.That's why I also cried when they passed away.I think I have feelings for her.It was love at first sight.One day,Jungkook wanted to talk to me.It was about my best friend Lisa.So I just listened to him.He also said that Lisa is a really attractive girl.And he also said he gets shy whenever she's around.I was shocked.And I whispered to myself "But I think Lisa loves me." I was so confident.Until yesterday,Lisa confessed to me that she likes Jungkook,also my best friend.My heart was broken to a milion pieces.I thought she likes me.But I was wrong.She hugged me and said that she will never forget me.But what if she will?What if she never remembers me forever?Then I cried.I want to hide my sadness but Lisa already noticed it.She asked me if I was crying and also asked if I was afraid I'll lose her..yes I'm really afraid I'll lose her.But I also cried for another reason.Because the person I thought was going to love me,actually is in love with my own best friend.And he is Jeon Jungkook!After that,we walked home together.She walked me home.I waved her goodbye and walked in my house.But I was worried because she was alone.So I thought I'll walk her home too.Just then,I saw her greeting Jungkook.They were so happy together.I have never seen Lisa so happy.Lisa was never this happy whenever she was with me.She is a funny girl when she's with me,but she becomes really shy and nervous whenever she's around Jungkook.I can't stop looking at them acting so lovey-dovey.Then I thought that Jungkook will walk her home so I came back to my house.I took a shower and played games in my phone,but I can't stop thinking about how Lisa and Jungkook acted just now.It was really hurt just to think about it.I almost cried several times but I just hold my tears.I think that this is for the best.Maybe they deserved each other.Maybe Lisa and I can't be together.I have never feel this much pain all my life.Soon after that,Lisa texted me that she just finished hanging out with Jungkook and said that Jungkook said hi to me.She also told me to take care of myself..take care..of myself...does that mean..JUNGKOOK WILL TAKE CARE OF HER??HE'LL REPLACE ME??But her best friends told ME to take care of her.I cried on my soft pillow."I'm so sorry..sorry..sorry..I can't keep my promise.." Just then,I fell asleep.The next day,Lisa text me and ask me to hang out.She'll come over to my house by 20 minutes so I take a shower,wear my casual jeans and my pastel-coloured long sleeved shirt.Then I comb ny hair and play some games in my phone.Then the doorbell rings and I open the door.Lisa greet me.Then we have breakfast at a café nearby.Lisa ask me how I'm doing and I just say fine.I notice that she look worried just looking at my face.She ask "Are you really okay?" I answered her "Y-yes,I'm fine.Don't worry." She looks a little less worried.Should I tell her what Jungkook told me days ago?Yes I should.I'll probably feel pain but Lisa will feel happiness.I hold her hand."Lisa?" She answered "Yes,Taetae?" This is it."Jungkook..he said.." My mouth is frozen.She then asked softly "Jungkook asked..what?" I take a deep breath and say it directly "He also have a crush on you." She's totally shocked."Is it true?Were you joking?" I can see that she can't stop smiling.Now I feel  endless pain in my heart."Yes.He really likes you,Lisa." Lisa let go of my hand and she is squeeling excitedly.I just smile while holding this sadness and pain in my heart.Seeing her acting cute like that heals my wound in my heart a little.Then she say that she want to buy something.I hold her hand so that she won't get hit by a car.After that she buy a cute teddy bear."A gift for who?" She answers while grinning "For Jungkook,of course!" I turn my head and whispers slowly "Right..for Jungkook.." I also see a black plastic bag but I think the gift inside is probably for her mom or something.Then I walk her home and she says "Thanks for today,Taetae.I really appreciate you being there when I need you." I'm happy a little because she appreciates my love for her as best friends.Then I take a shower,text my friends good night,brush my teeth and go to sleep.

Hi guys!WOW this chapter is REALLY LONG but I hope it is not boring.I have nothing to do so I think I'll just publish another chapter of this story.I hope you guys love this LONG FREAKING CHAPTER and vote this story!Love yall!

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