Coma~Louis Tomlinson AU

Chapter 4

"Darlin', I promise it's not what you think?" He said calmly, trying to come closer to me but the knife in my hand making him keep his distance. "So this doesn't clearly show you kissing this fucking slut?" I yelled at him.

"Doll, put it down."

"Don't fucking call me Doll!" I sobbed. "You lied to me," I said, my voice trembling. I couldn't stand anymore and I collapsed, sobbing in to my hands. "Nicole I need you to give me the phone, okay?" I looked up at him and shook my head.

"Doll, there is something you need to see, I just need the phone." I hiccuped but handed him the phone. He tapped the phone a bit before handing me the phone. "Can you read the date for me Lovely?"

I took it from him and looked at the date.

9/27/15

Last year, before we were ever together. I looked up at him. "I'm sorry," I cried, dropping the knife. He kicked it away from me before dropping down and engulfing me in to his arms. "I just–I don't want to l-lose you," I sobbed. He squeezed me and chuckled.

"You could never lose me Love."

I stepped in to his hospital room, smiling sadly at the sight of his seemingly lifeless body. I went and sat in the chair next to his bed and grabbed his hand. "Hello Lou," I said quietly. I waited, hoping for the slightest twitch but coming up with nothing. "I, uhm," I pushed my hair out of my face, "I came across that picture we took. The one from Christmas and I was wondering if it would be a good idea to call Lottie."

I looked up as I heard a cart rolling outside of the door before continuing. "We haven't seen her in a while and I'm sure she would love to see you. Maybe seeing her could help you wake up," I cleared my throat, looking down and trying to blink the tears back. "Harry has been checking in on us both. He makes sure that Shadow and I are okay and he checks on you for about an hour everyday." I squeezed his hand and looked back at him.

His face was as still as the day he went under and I sighed. "I love you so much," I said, my voice breaking. I squeezed his hand, a tear falling down my cheek. "I just want you to wake up," I whispered to the white room. "Please."

The pace of my heart quickened as I felt his hand squeeze mine.