"Are you ready for this?" Logan asks.
I don't think I'll ever be." I let out a sigh. "Thanks for baby sitting."
"My pleasure." He lays his hand on my shoulder and gives me a sympathic smile. "Call me if you need me to pick you up." I nod and get out of the car. I stand in front of the entrance and take a deep breath. I step towards the cemetery and find her grave.
"Hi." I lay down the flowers I brought as a tear rolls over my cheek. I didn't care if there was anyone around me, I just started talking. I needed to say something to her. Even though it was too late now. "I'm sorry. I'm so so sorry." I let myself drop to my knees. "I'm sorry." It was the only thing I could get out. "I'm sorry." I was bawling by now. "I never meant for this to happen. I didn't want you to die. I didn't want you to take those pills. We were supposed to meet up again and make things up. You were supposed to meet Nicholas and Lily. I'm sorry I wasn't at your funural. I felt so guilty about all of this, I still do. I know this is all my fault. I'm so sorry. I wish I could make things right but I can't. I'm too late. It's all too late. I'm sorry." I take a deep breath and wipe away my tears. I stand up straight and take one last look at her thombstone.
Luna Mitchel
November 15th 1994 - April 28th 2024
Decided to step out of live when still so much to live for.
"Goodbye Luna." I leave the cemetery and call Logan to pick me up. Luckily it doesn't take him too long to get here. I get in the car without saying a word. Logan is quiet too but he doesn't start driving.
"Hey, you okay?" He asks in a soft tone rubbing up and down my arm. I look at him. The tears in my eyes had returned. I shake my head and let them flow. "Come here." He says as he pulls me into a hug. I sob onto his shoulder. He rubs my back until I'm calmed down. "Let's go home." I nod and release him from my grip. He starts driving. The whole ride was quiet. Not a word was said. We arrive at his house and take Lily out of the backseat. I follow Logan inside.
"Do you mind giving Lily a bottle?"
"No, not at all."
"Thanks, I'm gonna go upstairs, call James. I wanna go home." He nods in understanding. I hand him Lily and make my way upstairs. I plop down on the bed a tears return to my eyes thinking back to today's events. I wipe my eyes and take out my phone. I dail James number. It rings a few times before he picks up.
"Hello?"
"Hey babe."
"Hey, how are you? You sound kinda bumped."
"I'm fine, I just. I really miss you." Yet again the tears had returned.
"I miss you too baby. Just one more day."
"No. Um, I'm coming home. I'm taking the next plane back to New York."
"I'll be there to pick you up." A slight smile forms on my lips.
"Okay thanks." I let out a deep sigh. "Well, I better start packing again. Bye babe."
"Bye boo. I'll see you in a few hours."
"Yeah." I sigh out.
"I love you."
"I love too." I say before ending the call. I let out yet another sigh. I pick up my luggage bag and fill it with everything I brought. I make my way downstairs to see Logan sitting on the couch with Lily in his arms, her bottle still half full and his shirt full of milk. Lily's face was beat red from crying. I let out a quiet chuckle. "Need some help?" He looks up at me.
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