Growing up with a neglectic mom and an abusive dad makes you different. You learn how to take care of yourself. When you had a boyfriend that walked out on you when you needed him most makes you learn to be strong.
But I'm not strong. Not in the least.
Vic Fuentes was my high school love. We even went to the same college. I have to admit, he was the best thing that ever happened to me. He was the only person who truly cared about me. But then one day he just walked out. The only thing he left was a note that said 'I'm sorry'. That happened right after my mom had died. She may have not been there for me but somehow I still loved her. That day I made my 7th suicide attempt but still I failed.
Today was the day that I was both dreading and anticipating. Vic was coming to visit. Granted he would bring the rest of his band Pierce the Veil. I decided to look somewhat presentable so I pulled on leggings and a large sweater. I ended up scraping my chestnut hair into a ponytail and ran out to my red Ford.
I was 10 minutes late by the time I pulled into the Starbucks parking lot. When I bolted through the doors the four boys were sitting at a table near the back corner. I would have ran back out if Mike hadn't seen me and waved me over. Vic's brother Mike had also been like a brother to me.
"Hey Kat" Jaime said as I say down. Jaime's goofy smile never failed to cheer me up.
"Hey" I said awkwardly. This was the first time I had seen my ex boyfriend in 8 years and let me tell you, he had gotten hot.
"I think we'll leave you two alone" Mike proclaimed and the three other boys stood and walked over to another table.
"Kaitlyn, I'm sorry" Vic looked at me with his intoxicating chocolate eyes. I could hear my mind saying 'don't give in' but my mouth said something entirely different.
"I'm sorry too" What? That's not what I wanted to say. The boy sitting across from me had made my life living hell and somehow I apologized to him.
"For what? You did nothing. You didn't leave me even when you knew what the consequences were. Kat please forgive me. I thought I was hurting you by staying. I see my mistake now and I hate myself for it." God his eyes looked so perfect and sad at the same time. And his lips. His soft, pink lips formed the perfect pout.
What I did next I'm not proud of. I leaned over the table and kissed him. His lips tasted of the mocha he had been drinking and faintly of beer. We stood there kissing for a minute then pulled away.
"I'll take that as a yes you forgive me" His eyes now have a glint of happiness in them. I missed the days when we would just sit and talk, the scary movies we had watched and all the kisses.
"Promise you won't leave if I go through with this?" I asked him. My biggest fear was that he was going to leave me just like he did before.
"I promise"
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Hold On Till May (Vic Fuentes Fanfic)
FanfictionHe's left her for dead once. Will history repeat itself?