Imperfect Symmetry~ [ON HOLD]

A Change of Heart?

Yana POV

For five hours I've been tossing and turning! Anu ba Yana!? Anu naman kung umalis si CJ? Akala ko si Rojh na ang gusto mo? Bakit ba di ka mapakali dyan?

'Best. Still awake?'

*Sent!*

Di sumasagot ang bruha. Tawagan ko nga.

'Bessy!'

' Bessy, alam mo ba kung anung oras na?!'

'Uhmm.. 3 am?'

'No. Oras na para hayaan mo kong matulog dahil antok na antok pa ko! Jusko naman! Anu bang meron at tumawag ka ng ganitong oras.'

'Bes, umalis kasi si CJ papunta states..'

'And soooooo?'

'Ehhh... eh kasi.. Di ko alam. Di ako mapakali.. Feeling ko.. feeling ko.. ughhhh!! Bessy, bakit parang namimiss ko sya?'

'Allyana Maureen Pineda!! Pag hindi mo itinigil tong kagagahan mo na to, pupunta ako dyan at sasabunutan kita!'

'Bessy naman e,'

'Look, I thought si Rojh na? I mean, am I wrong?'

'Yan din akala ko e. Pero.. nung nalaman ko na umalis si Cj, nalungkot ako.. Bakit ganun?'

'Baka naman kasi si Cj naman talaga gusto mo bes?'

'E anu tong na ffeel ko kay Rojh?'

'I dunno. Infatuation?'

'But it feels so real Bes!'

'And Cj?'

'I miss him.'

'Bes kita pero alam mo hinay hinay ha! Isa isang lang, baka makurot kita sa singit!'

'Eh bes ako nga naguguluhan na din e TwT'

'Basta tandaan mo bes sabi nila.
Pag sya na you will know.. in God's perfect time.'

'Yeah. Thank you bes. We better sleep na. Ang intense na ng araw na to masyado.'

'Ikaw kaya yun intense! Dalawang papabols talaga ha. Kaloka ka Bes.'

'Bessssssy!'

'Hahaha osya goodnight na. Hilahin ang hair baka umabot sa Mars.'

'Baliw ka talaga bes. Sige goodnight. Ciao!'

And I was left there in silence. Di ko maintindihan. Why do I miss Cj but then feel butterflies when I'm with Rojh. Kaloka talaga. Ayoko ng ganito. I hope anytime soon ma confirm ko na lahat.

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Rojh POV

'Hey! Princess Yana, andito na Prince Charming mo!'

'Ang aga mo mambwiset haaaaa!'

And there she goes. With her messy hair and sleepy eyes. Yun naka kunot nya na noo habang hawak hawak yun toothbrush nya na parang gusto nya ibato sakin. My Yana
... (oooppppsss I mean soon to be mine)

'Look at you looking so adorable in the morning. Nice Ben 10 jarmies'

She immediately realized na naka pajama pa sya at walang ka ayos ayos nun nagbukas sya ng pinto.

'20 minutes!' ang sigaw nya habang kung anu anong ingay ang naririnig ko sa loob.
Hindi ko alam kung nagaayos ba sya for school or may world war 3 sa loob ng bahay nila.

'You're 2 point 5 minutes late baby.'
Ang bati ko sakanya habang nagsusuklay syang sumakay sa sasakyan ko.
'Baby mo mukha mo! Tingnan mo nga sa pagmamadali ko halos di na ko nakapagsuklay! Tapos ni hindi na ko nakapagkilay e di mukha akong mona lisa nito. '
I brushed some strands of her hair and tuck it behind her ear. Look how natural she look. It amazes me how pretty her eyes is and how I like her expressions.
'Rojh! Wag mo nga ko titigan ng ganyan.'

And snapped back to reality.
Ang cute ng slight blush ni Yana. Napangiti ako ng di ko namamalayan.
'What are you thinking? Ang creepy ng smile mo!'
'What? Hey! No. I was just happy to see your morning face. The hashtag I woke up like this.' sabay kindat.

Isang hmp na naman ang natanggap ko at tumahimik na dahil nagumpisa na sya mag ayos.

'Yana.' I look at her expectantly.
'Oh?' she answered habang inaayos parin yun buhok nya.
'I really like you. You know that right?'
'I...uhmm konti.'

Parang may nag pinch sa heart ko. Am I coming short pagdating sa effort?
'You still didn't feel it?'
I looked at her harder and i can see guilt in her eyes.
And I whispered to myself na please.. please sana kahit konti lang bigyan mo ko ng hope. For the very first time in my life I wanted someone as much as this.

'I do.' she answered. A hint of sincerity flashed in those doubting eyes.

'Really?'

'Yes.'

And I smiled. The good thing about her is she's so honest, even her eyes give her away.

'Can I?' asking her of I can hold her hand. Ang bilis ng kabog ng dibdib ko. Sobrang kaba. I'm risking everything for this chance.

At biglang tumalon yun puso ko nun sumagot sya.
'5 minutes' habang nakatingin sya sa labas.

'15 minutes.' I bid.

'Hoy! Anu to bidding?' she blurted back.

'10 minutes. Please?' I asked her with the cutest smile that I can give.

'Fine.'

And I felt her hands.
Plump ang kamay nya. Soft like my pillows. Her hand seems so little compared to mine.
And when our hands intertwined...
Sh!t.

This is it. This feeling. Of all the girls I've held, this feeling is the best. It feels so right.