(2018 OLD) pretty u; verkwan oneshots

clothes and feelings tbh

this one is a lot less talkative. there's a lot less dialogue, i mean its there but not as much as usual i guess. also i didnt know what to call this chapter sorry. 

this is such an ugly format, my english teacher would hate me tbh.

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seungkwan often looked good. no scratch that, seungkwan always looked good. to hansol at least. so for him to find seungkwan hot was never really a surprise. a couple of hansol's favourite outfits had been: seungkwan wearing his grey jumper with the word 'never' printed across the front. seungkwan's fitted black trousers and a thin blue striped shirt which had longish mid arm sleeves. hansol particularly enjoyed the time when seungkwan wore a white oversized button up with the one side of the bottom of the shirt tucked into his trousers with a black baseball cap on top his head. then again hansol liked everything seungkwan wore. or didn't wear.

however, due to his busy schedule with the ost recording and booseoksoon's debut, seungkwan, seokmin and soonyoung had all been relatively absent from the dorm. although they came home at night and were sometimes still there in the mornings, the majority of their time was spent outside the dorm and away from all the other members. hansol understood that they were busy and that there was a lot going on for seungkwan and honestly he had never felt so proud of his best friend.

the first time hansol heard seungkwan's ost was the night it was recorded. he had stumbled into the recording studio at around 1:32 in the morning to pick seungkwan up. their manager had informed them that she was on her way but hansol insisted that he go with. she had the company car parked outside as hansol quickly ran out. the recording room was on the fourth floor of the building and the elevator ride felt all too slow for hansols liking. when he did eventually arrive at the room, he knocked twice and upon hearing nothing in return he tried again. when no one answered he reached for his phone to check if it was the right room.

"looking for me?"

hansol's head shot up and looked directly at seungkwan who was standing next to him, a bottle of water in his one hand.

"always" hansol had replied causing seungkwan to let out a small laugh at how cheesy the younger boy was.

seungkwan and hansol weren't quite sure just what exactly their relationship was. it wasn't platonic and they both made it clear that they shared romantic feelings for one another but neither ever really acted on those feelings. hansol found it comforting that they were not rushing into anything they weren't sure of yet. but he wanted seungkwan. he wanted to call seungkwan his but he knew that was a lot harder than just a conversation. hansol knew that seungkwan would have agreed, were he to ask, yet he never managed to get the guts to do so.

"we're finishing off, we're gonna listen over it one more time, you wanna join?"

the question was simple and hansol said yes very quickly, so much so it almost seemed desperate. seungkwan had laughed at the flush on hansols cheeks as he pushed the door in.

hansol liked the sound of seungkwan's laugh.

when they got inside hansol politely greeted the man that was helping seungkwan produce and record the song before sitting down and listening quietly as the two discussed the track. hansol had to admit that he did zone out during their little talk. it was probably no longer than 40 seconds long but hansol was more focused on looking at seungkwan just being there. he hadn't properly seen the older boy in almost a week due to their schedules not lining up and seungkwan having visited jeju for three days. and there seungkwan was, in the flesh, clad in black sweats and a plain white shirt which hung loosely on his frame. hansol noticed the small pocket on the front of the shirt under which there was a bit of writing. nothing complicated just a little bit of black text stating "new york city; our city". hansol soon identified it as his shirt.