Shattered Glass

3.

AN-Tears. You've been warned.

   Judy Wilde still payed on the bed motionless after two weeks. Nick refused to give up on her just like he refused to leave her side unless forced.
   He never knew his heart could hurt so much. He felt as though his entire life was dying. It hurt more than the fox could express into words.
   As he sat there staring at the bunny a memory of not to long ago flashed into his mind.
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**FALSHBACK**
   Nick Wilde sat between two people. One was a preacher and the other was Finnick. Also he was surrounded by the people he and Judy knew and loved. Family, friends, and ZPD colleges. He stood waiting for his bride-to-be to walk down that isle. Every second causing another bead of sweat to drop down his fur.
   Finally music started to play causing everyone to look into the direction of the main door. That's when she entered.
   Never in the three years they had known eachother had Nick thought Judy looked more beautiful than she did right now.  
   As she walked down that isle with her dads arm linked into hers, Nick saw every beautiful detail about his bunny. The way her eyes shined in the lights of the large church. The way her fur was neatly cut and groomed perfectly. Every little feature he saw on the bunny made him fall more and more in love with her.
   Nick felt himself about to cry when she had finally stood in from of him with that beautiful smile that could, in no way, be legal for one mammal to posses.
   "Dearly beloved," the preacher began to speak,"We are gathered here today to witness..."
   Nick zoned out of what the preacher was saying. He was too busy looking into the eyes of the female he was about to give his last name to. The female he was going to start a new life with. The female he would love to have kits with. The female he wanted to grow old with. She now stood in front of him and would become his wife any minute.
   Nick was taken out of his thoughts when Judy whispered his name.
   "I believe the couple has prepared their vows?" The preacher said.
   "I did," Judy said taking out a piece of paper.
   "Every day I spend with you, becomes another perfect memory. You have been by my side just as I've been by yours. I look around and see our closest friend and relatives. However, none of them make me as happy as you do. That's why I said yes to your proposal. That's why I'm taking this day to say I do. That's why I want to spend the rest of my lie with you. On this day I'll get a new last name. And it will be my last last name. So, Nick, with this ring I promise to be by your side forever. I promise to always trust you and give you a promise that you can trust me. With these vows I promise that I'll bring you up when I'm down and hold you when your at your breaking point. Lastly. I promise that I'll always love you."
   The bunts folded the paper back up giving Nick a chance to get his emotions together. As the bunny read from the paper Nick had to continuously tell himself not to cry in front of all these people.
   "And Nick?"  The preacher said.
   It was not the foxes turn to unfold a piece of paper.
   "Judy, every time I see you, I see the mammal I truly love. You have been my best friend for all these years and I'm so happy to be here with you today. We have been through some bad times, but we always get thought them together. And this will make that love stronger. So, Judy Hopps, with the ring you will wear for the rest of your life I will make these promises to you. One, I'll  always remember to keep the toilet set up," many of the people in the church laughed a little at this,"Two, I'll never be afraid to say that I love you in public. Three, I'll always hold you through the good times and the bad times. Four, I'll cherish every moment I have with you. Five, I'll never ever hurt you. Carrots, you are my heart and soul. The most important part of my life. I'd take a bullet for you.[He Actually did take a bullet for her in my other story]. These promises I have made before you are not rights. They are privileges. I love you," Nick finished saying. Judy couldn't control her tears as the preacher let them slip on their rings and say their 'I do'. Judy was anxiously waiting for the preacher to say those last six words.
   "You may now kiss the bride," the preacher said.
   However, before he could finish, Judy jumped on Nick and planted a deep kiss on his muzzle.
   Everyone was clapping, crying, and hooting for the newly wed couple.
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***Present Time**
   Nick was lost in his thought of that day. He had been able to keep those promises for a long time. Till now. He had hurt her, no matter what others would say about the accident. Even Bogo had claimed it as an accident.
   "You know, I didn't hear about the accident till just now," a voice said from the doorway.
   Nick turned to see it was Finnick,"Sorry that I didn't call you. I have other things on my mind," the fox said quietly.
   Finnick just waved his hand,"I understand. I came here with my cousin because he had a doctors appointment. Thad where I saw Judy's dad. He told me everything."
   Nick put his head down,"I can't lose her, Fin. Especially knowing that the accident was my fault."
   Finnick and Nick had always been as close as brothers. This is why Finnick wanted nothing more in the world than to help his friend.
   The small fox sat beside Nick and patted his back,"Its not your fault, Nick. And I know this bunny is going to pull through."
   Nick nodded his head. He still had hope in his heart. However, day by day that hope was fading.
   "Your probably going to kill me when I tell you this," Finnick said.
   Nick raised his head to look at the fox.
   "I called your mom. I thought you would need some help. Someone close to talk to."
   Nick nodded his head. He didn't want to speak. At the moment he couldn't.
   "Speak of the devil," Finnick said standing. Nick looked to see a middle aged vixen at the doorway as Finnick left the room whispering to Nicks mom,"He went into hush mode."
   Ms. Wilde took a breath and sat down beside her son.
   "How you doin?"
   "Mom, I feel like I'm dying," Nick said withba low voice.
   "Well, dear you need to keep hope in your heart. I believe she'll make it out ok. You should too."
   Nick knew what his mom was saying was true. He had been holding onto hope. Praying for a miracle.
   That's when all the memories of him and Judy filled his mind. All their laughs. All their most romantic moment. All there little arguments. They all came back to him.
   Nick didn't care if his mom was right beside him. He didn't care who walked into the room. He didn't care about any of that. He cried right there. The fox held his mother tightly and cried in her shoulder.
   "I can't lose her mom. I can't. God, why do I have to love her so much. How can a perfect angel just come into my life and then try to leave me without warning."
   Nicks mom held her kit tightly and said,"You haven't lost her yet, baby. You still have her and you need to fight as hard as she is right now to keep it together. If you don't do it for me or yourself then do it for her. Show her that you still love her but being strong for her."
   Nick didn't stop crying and continued to hold his mom.
   The fox finally let all the tears out and got his slight composure back,"Thanks for coming mom. It means a lot to me."
   "I'll always be here for you Nicholas."
   With that the vixen walked out. Leaving he fox alone once again with his bunny.
   "Ok, Carrots, I'm going to take moms advise. I still have hope for you and I'm going to fight for you, but you need to fight with me. I hope you don't think a dumb bunny like you is leaving me yet," Nick said with a smile that still held sadness.
   He knew that a doctor would come in soon enough to ask if Nick wanted to take her off life support. The fox already knew the answer. His mom helped him find it.
HELL NO!
   Nick looked back at the bunny's beautiful face and said,"You know. There's lot on my mind nowadays. First of all, why mom didn't find out I was hear till now. It's been two weeks. She doesn't watch the news or look at the internet, but I figured she'd try to call. I'm not mad just confused by it. You know carrots?"
   The bunny still payed there.
   "Judy, you know I haven't asked much from you. I never like to ask favors from you because having you with me is all I need. However, I want to ask a favor of you. Please. Please,"Nick put is head gentle on her shoulder as he held her paw,"Come back to me."
  
AN-So what did y'all think? I really enjoyed this chapter. However, I wasn't thinking about the time zone and everything. A lot of fuck ups in there that I was too lazy to change. Whatever.
Till Next Time.....