Shawn Mendes Imagines(short book)

9.Love You Forever and Always

Dear Gen,
Its been almost three years without you here and I can't help but to miss you tremendously. I love you so much that sometimes it hurts not having you here with me . Although, lately its been getting a bit easier to cope, as I fell in love again with a great guy who helps ease my heart when it aches for you. He never has once told me to forget you or to move on from you as the partners before have. He understands how much you have meant and still do mean to me as you were my first true love. He is the reason I haven't lost my sanity after losing you and the reason I have faith again in true love and happiness. The funny thing is I never thought I'd ever fall in love with a man, let alone fall in love again so soon. I know I told you
right before you passed "that there's no one out there for me but you" after you told me to "move on and find someone new to love and make new memories with" and now you're probably thinking "I told you so" and now looking back, I can't help but to laugh because you won that argument and you also somehow always knew before I did that I was indeed bisexual. Its like you were psychic because your predictions were mostly correct. FUCKINH HELL I miss you and our deep conversations and banter that we would always have. I'd do anything to have you back in my life but unfortunately we can't always get what we want because life is an unfair bitch. Its been quite a struggle for me trying to keep my life together after loosing you but things are currently okay and I am hoping that you are at peace and that one day we will be together again in whichever way possible. You will never be forgotten darling, know that you will always have a place in my heart. LOVE YOU FOREVER AND ALWAYS
-Shawn
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A/N: sorry I made this really sad
Anyways have a nice day